Hey this is a Journal I posted a while ago...but no one commented and i want peopple to really read!
It is Late
Hey everyone..wat is up!? I am tired but not. I can go read...or I could just go to sleep if I wanted to. But I don't want to. I have that choice. I have a lot of choices right now. I could run outside the house screaming like a lunatic or I could pray to God asking him why he is so cruel but yet I always feel the need to please him. I could talk about all my friends I have but in the end leave someone who says they are mad because I didn't put them in the list, but really why would I do that because most likely if that person was important enough to me I would not have forgotten about them. Like when people make lists of their friends and say a little something about them and then say sorry if I left you I didn't feel like adding everyone or the I "forgot" everyone. They didn't forget you they just don't think you are a good enough friend to them to be actually reconized as a real friend. So this also means why try to act all cool to please someone when in the real end someone else will get hurt. You can't please everyone but yourself, but by pleasing yourself you are bringing anger or dissatifaction to someone else so either way you are screwed. So why try. We try because that is what we are put on earth to do. Just live our lives trying to get the "one special person" in our lives. You know everyone always say there is someone out there for everyone than why aren't we just told when we are born who that person is. We aren't told who that person is because "they" want us to fail. "They" want us to fall inlove and fall out, "they" want us to "find" that person. I mean in the end you either find them our you don't. Like those old people who never fall inlove, well theydo but aren't enough inlove. I mean if everyone has a "special someone" and that old person is all alone, where is that other old person who is supposedly supposed to be with that old person. So because one person doesn't feel like putting the effort into finding "that one true someone" someone else is getting punished by not finding their love because their "love" doesn't want to try to find them. They give up. Giving up is so easy. We should all do that. I mean if we all gave up what would we have to work for? We would all be equal. Isn't that what we all want? "All men shall be created equal." Yeah we are born equal. But that doesn't mention that we stay equal. Because some of us choose to not be equal and by not giving up and workung hard and becoming not equal with those we are supposed to be we are basically just getting rid of the meaning of the Constitution. I mean if we are all equal then why in class do we have to raise our hands to talk. We have to have a teacher call on us. We need to be reconized to give our own opinion. We can't just freely express our opinions. We have to told when and when not we can't express our opinions. Which right there is getting rid of another part of the Constitution. "The right to express ones opinion." It goes something like that because I didn't care to look up the right one or how that one person didn't care to look for their one true love or how people don't care to add someone to their "friends" list and how so many of you will go to read this LiveJournal and not read it because it looks to long to read. They don't care to look or see what I have to say. Because when most of you read this, which is only about probably four or five will think I am just rambling on about nonsense. Well, guess what, no surprise, I am. Or am I. I could be trying to make a point without actually giving that point up. I might actually want to make someone think when they read these stupid LiveJournals. I mean what is the point to these. Weren't journals made to express one's private thought. I don't know about you but the internet is not one's personal choice to be revealing private thoughts or feelings. And if you think about it these were made for everyone to have people read them. Journals were made to be private like I said. These aren't private at all. Yes, you can have only a LiveJournal that only your friends can look at but then you still have people reading you personal feelings and thoughts. But then personal feelings and thoughts were made to be personal, not to be spread across the internet. But to stay in your head. Now I am going to end what I am typing right now and have whoever read this to comment if they want or not comment if the want. Hate me for being Right or Love me for being Wrong.