another heartache

[hjo_groupie]

another heartache begins.
the world moves on
as i fall back.
my dreams crushed.
by one lethal injection of toxic fire
burning in and out
i close my eyes as the flower field fades away
the false hope i set up for myself
falling to the floor and shattering to a million pieces
never to be pieced back together again
red, black, red, black,
dark dark dark
cant breathe
cant think
confusion
walk away
let go, hang on
what to do
run away, stand my ground
fade away
cold cold
burning
cold
...cold
fall to darkness
drift away
going,
now i leave.