Insomnia and Brain Function
I've decided they've hardly anything to do with each other. However, this is something I've been thinking:
I would completely purge this journal, would it not take hours. So instead, I think I'll take a longer time making all the really old ones visible only to me. I am, as you all know, a Highly Frequent Poster, and sometimes a Highly Irrational Poster. Sometimes, I delete the more hasty ones, the ones that didn't involve any of that aforementioned brain function, but mostly I just leave them up in complete avoidance of that pain (in the ass, not emotional, certainly not physical). Also, because if you even know my Live Journal exists, you:
Have heard me say much crazier
Knew something along the posted lines
Went to the Academy, and thus understand the lazy aspect
Mostly, this decision comes from a thing that's going on. I'm nothing like I used to be, and to be publicly represented as that old self seems unfit. Basically, I want to have some distance from JuniorHolly. Not because I didn't enjoy being me, but because I feel like I've at least begun finding the Me under that emotional wreck.
That was long, drawn out, and much more explanation than I ever needed to give, but that's what blogging is for, right?
And now you understand why I am a Highly Irrational Poster.
In other news, my will to leave is not only chipped, but heavily damaged by recent good times had. I'll be nagging most of you through the internets in order to refocus, no matter how backwards that logic is.
I might also begin limiting myself from actual in person contact. Please understand.
I would completely purge this journal, would it not take hours. So instead, I think I'll take a longer time making all the really old ones visible only to me. I am, as you all know, a Highly Frequent Poster, and sometimes a Highly Irrational Poster. Sometimes, I delete the more hasty ones, the ones that didn't involve any of that aforementioned brain function, but mostly I just leave them up in complete avoidance of that pain (in the ass, not emotional, certainly not physical). Also, because if you even know my Live Journal exists, you:
Have heard me say much crazier
Knew something along the posted lines
Went to the Academy, and thus understand the lazy aspect
Mostly, this decision comes from a thing that's going on. I'm nothing like I used to be, and to be publicly represented as that old self seems unfit. Basically, I want to have some distance from JuniorHolly. Not because I didn't enjoy being me, but because I feel like I've at least begun finding the Me under that emotional wreck.
That was long, drawn out, and much more explanation than I ever needed to give, but that's what blogging is for, right?
And now you understand why I am a Highly Irrational Poster.
In other news, my will to leave is not only chipped, but heavily damaged by recent good times had. I'll be nagging most of you through the internets in order to refocus, no matter how backwards that logic is.
I might also begin limiting myself from actual in person contact. Please understand.