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So yea I was standing in the hall way before class today and Nate came up and started talking to someone by me I just ignored him but he was basically trying to make it so I could hear what he was saying. He was just basically saying that he doesn't have time for anyone latly b/c of night school and working but while he was saying it he kept looking at me. But you know whatever I think that is just an excuse I mean yea maybe he is busy with all of that but yea for the frst few months when we were going out I had to deal with going to high school then college and then working to so whatever! i mean i still made time for him, even when it ment going over there at like 10 at night and then coming back home trying to cram doing homework. So whatever I mean if he truly wanted things to work he would make time. I mean every time he calls me latly its just sorry I've been busy with everything and I'v been forgiving him but you know what not anymore I'm sorry but he can find time I know its hard but whatever! It just seems like he wants me to put all my effort into this all but then when it comes to him he only has to put his 2 cents in so whatever!
Gosh I just want to either fix things and not have them how they are now or just end it so I can get him out of my mind b/c he is all I think of like 24/7 and it blows!
HAPPY BELATED B-DAY STEPHANIE! I LOVE YOU HUN YOU KNOW I ALWAYS HAVE! WE ARE BOTH 18 NOW! I'M GOING TO TALK TO MY DAD AND SEE WHAT HE IS DOING AND THEN TALK TO MY SISTER AND SEE WHAT SHE IS DOING AND MAYBE WE WILL BE BLE TO BE TOGETHER AFTER ALL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HUN AND I MISS YA! I THINK ABOUT ALL THE GOOD TIMES WE HAVE HAD ALL THE TIME! I MISS IT WE WERE SO CLOSE! i MEAN WE STILL ARE BUT NOT AS MUCH, I JUST WISH WE LIVED CLOSER LIKE REM. WHEN WE WOULD WALK TO EACH OTHERS HOUSE HAHA HEHE! OR WE WOULD SKIP SCHOOL AND STAY HOME TOGETHER! OPPS HAHA HEHE WE MISSED THE BUS WHATEVER SHOULD WE DO! HAHA HEHE! SHOPPING 24/7 AND JUST DRIVING AROUND HAHA EHEH! WE HAVE HAD GREAT TIMES I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SISSY! WE NEED TO START TO DO SOMETHING LIKE SEND EACH OTHER STUFF OR SOEMTHING LIKE WHAT WE WERE TALKING ABOUT AT THE BEGINING OF SUMMER! BYE YA'LL PEACE
4/20 Haha hehe! Yea! Haha hehe Todd! I'm ready for anything! Sweet me to!