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So just when you think things are getting better it seems like it takes a turn and its all back to being bad again. I just have alot to tell someone and I've been letting go on for a little to long. It hurts though. I thought it was all worked out but then you got what you wanted again and then you were back to your old self. Thanks alot you know your hurting me and you can see it b/c every time you see me you want to know whats wrong but you make me forget about everything so I don't say anything b/c I think it is going to change, I think I just want it to change so bad that I don't do anything about it but its not going to change and I just realized that. But I can't let you hurt me anymore I'm sorry but I can't. I love you and I hope everything gets better even if it means we can only be friends!
10-30-04 I love you!