justa day!
well, there is not much to talk about today as I did no more cooking or anything out of the routine mundane shit I do to get through my day, wish I had a kitty I could talk about.
I often wonder how i make it through an average day, my sleep pattern is so messed up that it make its rough to even keep track of the days/ hell for a time I could not even tell if it was am or pm. developed a good habit to deal with that. I check my cell phone whenever I awaken, that way I know date, day and correct time. too bad I can not seem to get any of my other shortcomings in check. itis always too early to start anything of import when i awaken so i get on the computer and while away the hours untill it is too late to start anything of import. I have not done my laundry yet from the hawaii trip. oh wait i did do all the shirts and hung them up too, I have to protect my trademark hawaian shirt supply.
and i have also made a couple of trips to syracuse which always seem to end up a whole day affar for me. i sometimes go for one thing and use up my day with a bunch of ""while I am here i should stop at xxxx trips"" that i forget why i went to syracuse in the first place.I am so bad sometimes that when someone gets mad at me for forgetting something, I just nod my head and agree, no excuses other than a very cluttered mind. I have been retired and on my own timetable for so long I have lost any mental discipline i ever had,if I set my mind to remeber something important i will quite often be able to retain it till the day before it is to happen, then I forget it. why dont i forget it right away so during my idle reflections, i can remember it in time
if i dont get started on them soon my reuest for postponement of taxes will be forgotten also, and i have never been late although there was a time in my darkest hour when i got to the main post office five minutes before the deadline.i did not feel bad, because there was a line at the driveby drop box so i was not the only one.. I heard from catherine today and was able to have enough self discipline not to let her know how insanely in love with her I am. that ould not be good thing, because the emphasys must be on the insanely, because i am not evensure of how i eneded up falling in love with her.but it matters not I am by my own admission (not admissable in court becaause I am not of sound mind and body) totally insane.i guess these insane highs are more than enough payment for the absolute misery i felt because i was alone in hawaii. but a little more emotional stability might not hurt me.my daughter will be coming home on may 7th so she can attend the baby shower her mother-in law is throwingI hope my son and future daughter in law will show up also then i can see both at the same time.i keep putting off going ro NYC to see my son as i know the restruant bills will stagger me.thats the real reason i want to go, to eat like no man has eten before!but how much can you eat in just one weekend.especially when you are diabetic?
today I will try and get windows 98 working on a computer here so I can play command and conquer.then i will have a real reason to sit in front of a computer all dayproblem there is all my computer hardware is too new, and windows does jot have drivers available anymore. planned obsolesence bullshit
I often wonder how i make it through an average day, my sleep pattern is so messed up that it make its rough to even keep track of the days/ hell for a time I could not even tell if it was am or pm. developed a good habit to deal with that. I check my cell phone whenever I awaken, that way I know date, day and correct time. too bad I can not seem to get any of my other shortcomings in check. itis always too early to start anything of import when i awaken so i get on the computer and while away the hours untill it is too late to start anything of import. I have not done my laundry yet from the hawaii trip. oh wait i did do all the shirts and hung them up too, I have to protect my trademark hawaian shirt supply.
and i have also made a couple of trips to syracuse which always seem to end up a whole day affar for me. i sometimes go for one thing and use up my day with a bunch of ""while I am here i should stop at xxxx trips"" that i forget why i went to syracuse in the first place.I am so bad sometimes that when someone gets mad at me for forgetting something, I just nod my head and agree, no excuses other than a very cluttered mind. I have been retired and on my own timetable for so long I have lost any mental discipline i ever had,if I set my mind to remeber something important i will quite often be able to retain it till the day before it is to happen, then I forget it. why dont i forget it right away so during my idle reflections, i can remember it in time
if i dont get started on them soon my reuest for postponement of taxes will be forgotten also, and i have never been late although there was a time in my darkest hour when i got to the main post office five minutes before the deadline.i did not feel bad, because there was a line at the driveby drop box so i was not the only one.. I heard from catherine today and was able to have enough self discipline not to let her know how insanely in love with her I am. that ould not be good thing, because the emphasys must be on the insanely, because i am not evensure of how i eneded up falling in love with her.but it matters not I am by my own admission (not admissable in court becaause I am not of sound mind and body) totally insane.i guess these insane highs are more than enough payment for the absolute misery i felt because i was alone in hawaii. but a little more emotional stability might not hurt me.my daughter will be coming home on may 7th so she can attend the baby shower her mother-in law is throwingI hope my son and future daughter in law will show up also then i can see both at the same time.i keep putting off going ro NYC to see my son as i know the restruant bills will stagger me.thats the real reason i want to go, to eat like no man has eten before!but how much can you eat in just one weekend.especially when you are diabetic?
today I will try and get windows 98 working on a computer here so I can play command and conquer.then i will have a real reason to sit in front of a computer all dayproblem there is all my computer hardware is too new, and windows does jot have drivers available anymore. planned obsolesence bullshit