Just got back from hawaii
Well, the subject line tells most of the story, Today is my first day back after a 52 day vacation to the orchid isle. It was supposed to be a six month stay as an experiment to see if I could live alone there without the support of my friends without going crazy, it failed, I went crazy over a woman. I thought I was too old to fall in love again but alas I was not. There is more to it than I wish to share with the world, but the ones I will share it with know who you are, so go ahead and ask for the full story.
I am back home now licking my wounds, and am in a safe mental state, because i know my friends love me in spite of my crazy, maybe even because of it. I lost my access to LJ and only recently rediscovered it on an old computer. I have been having a great life and have gotten through the larger disappointments thanks to old friends who do not do LJ. but thanks anyway to joanie and robert.
I have finished almost all the remodeling and rebuilding of my home. still a few minor ( compared to the stuff that has already been done) things left that hopefully will get done now that I know I wont be living in hawaii. I was there for the tsunami evacuation and the new activity of the Kiluaea volcanoe in the south rift zone, a very exciting time for me but they were insignificant in comparison to the tumult of falling in love and now I guess out of love again.
My prayers go out to Dani, and my thanks for the moments you gave me which put color back in the flowers, the world will be a much greyer place without you.
I am back home now licking my wounds, and am in a safe mental state, because i know my friends love me in spite of my crazy, maybe even because of it. I lost my access to LJ and only recently rediscovered it on an old computer. I have been having a great life and have gotten through the larger disappointments thanks to old friends who do not do LJ. but thanks anyway to joanie and robert.
I have finished almost all the remodeling and rebuilding of my home. still a few minor ( compared to the stuff that has already been done) things left that hopefully will get done now that I know I wont be living in hawaii. I was there for the tsunami evacuation and the new activity of the Kiluaea volcanoe in the south rift zone, a very exciting time for me but they were insignificant in comparison to the tumult of falling in love and now I guess out of love again.
My prayers go out to Dani, and my thanks for the moments you gave me which put color back in the flowers, the world will be a much greyer place without you.