Jan 04, 2008 17:59
I have done a bit of traveling.
I have managed to unravel or let a relation become unraveled because I felt better being away from than being with someone. End result I am still blaming me for that, but I think there may be room for improving my relationship with me.
I still berate myself often, but I can usually find a way to excuse me for being me.
I am not taking good care of myself, but I am not abusing myself either. I eat better than I used to but could eat far better still.
Because I needed to take stock of ME, I have been off my meds for almost a year, but I am planning on starting them again. Why make being happy harder than it needs to be.
I am still a very lucky man, and now that I am finding friends again, I am on TOP of the WORLD.
I think you all know that you were as good for me when I needed someone, as you tell me I was good for you.
I Love you all .
PS. I am going to #depressos on magicstar