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[hizollie]

my mom called last night yelling at me because i have to go home today, so Josh and i are going home today. we'll probably leave sometime this afternoon, after he wakes up and after i take a shower. i like easter and everything, but i just don't want to go home. it's to the point where my mom tells my grandparents that i'm coming home, and then if i say i'm not going then my mom threatens to tell them that i'm staying down here for a boy. wtf? those of you who knew me last semester know that i hardly ever went home. i don't get how she can force me into going home. that's the only thing i'm not looking forward to when i go to west lib. next year. i really don't want to live at home. but with a car and a job, i don't think she can tell me no about much. the one thing i hate is that getting a car this summer is keeping me on a string to my mom. she knows that's all i want, but whenever she wanted to, she could have it thrown out the door. ahh... but once i get it she'll probably never seen me unless she comes in while i'm sleeping. i might try to get 2 jobs this summer, even though i've never had one. i just need to keep myself busy. home is not going to be fun. i'm going to miss Josh the most though. when i talked to his mom on the phone the other day, she sounded really supportive for us to keep our relationship. i really wish my mom was like that. ugh enough about this...

TODAY:
+home
+maybe a party in wheeling

TOMORROW:
+coloring eggs with Josh =0)
+hospital to visit my great grandma
+grandma's

SUNDAY:
+church (i really don't want to get up and go)
+then back to school

k i'm out.