May 24, 2005 13:14
You think me cross? You belive im weak? Not enough compassion for your liking?
Is this not how it was supposed to happen? Everyone happy in the end.
am i supposed to just walk away? forget everything that was and start a new?
How can i do that when i distanced myself from everything and everyone just for your insecurities? You dont seem very insecure now, do you?
AM I SUPPOSED TO END?
A SOUL SO OLD THE DIRT BENEATH YOUR FEET CALLS ME DAD.
TO JUST WALK AWAY FROM EVERYTHING I KNOW?
BEND OVER AND TAKE IT LIKE A MAN?
NO.
IM NOT A MAN.
MEN ARE FEEBLE AND WEAK.
I BARE MY FANGS IN THE MOST DIOBOLICAL, LIONEST WAY.
FEELING PAIN IS OVER. ITS TIME TO START INFLICTING IT NOW.
I dont know whether this was a game. Some sort of way to make me think about what i did to you and repent. I dont know how to feel or what to do or how to act.
i was lost, and now im pointed in the wrong direction.
yea...