AUGH
I don't know how much more I can take.
Normally, I'm a laid back person. I don't flip out on much, or take anything too seriously. I'm calm, I'm ok. But THIS I can't take. My dad, every single time he spots me playing guitar, or working on the show at Johnny's, yells at me that thatss not all there is to do. I have campus tours to book, I have homework to do! The thing that pisses me off most about this, is that the details on the campus tours HAVE NOT CHANGED. They are still the same as they are 7 months ago when I looked them up the first time he told me to. I sit around and do my homework for an hour or two. He sees me doing one thing musical and flips.
This summer, whether he finds me the recording studio or not, I am going to the studio, I am bringing the band. We are going to get amazing recordings of our songs. I am going to send the mp3s to The edge, for indie hour. I am going to send them to every single fucking record company that does any semblance of rock, in all of ontario. And I am going to play as many concerts as I can possibly find. And next summer, when we're signed and I go on tour, and make MONEY from it, I am going to come back here, and rub it in his face.
This is what I'm going to do with my life. I will try harder than anything to make it. And not just because I love my guitar and playing on stage, and every single aspect of being in a band. But I am doing it to prove to my dad that, he was forcing me to do the wrong things. He was trying to stop me from doing something that will make me successful.
He can't tell me that there are OTHER things going on as well, when the only time I find for my concert stuff is 11:45 at night. He comes downstairs yelling at me to do my other work. Well what've I been doing until now?!
And I don't care WHAT anyone says. Even if I have to drag all of my equipment and band with me, I AM GOING TO THE TOP.
Mark
My
Words
Normally, I'm a laid back person. I don't flip out on much, or take anything too seriously. I'm calm, I'm ok. But THIS I can't take. My dad, every single time he spots me playing guitar, or working on the show at Johnny's, yells at me that thatss not all there is to do. I have campus tours to book, I have homework to do! The thing that pisses me off most about this, is that the details on the campus tours HAVE NOT CHANGED. They are still the same as they are 7 months ago when I looked them up the first time he told me to. I sit around and do my homework for an hour or two. He sees me doing one thing musical and flips.
This summer, whether he finds me the recording studio or not, I am going to the studio, I am bringing the band. We are going to get amazing recordings of our songs. I am going to send the mp3s to The edge, for indie hour. I am going to send them to every single fucking record company that does any semblance of rock, in all of ontario. And I am going to play as many concerts as I can possibly find. And next summer, when we're signed and I go on tour, and make MONEY from it, I am going to come back here, and rub it in his face.
This is what I'm going to do with my life. I will try harder than anything to make it. And not just because I love my guitar and playing on stage, and every single aspect of being in a band. But I am doing it to prove to my dad that, he was forcing me to do the wrong things. He was trying to stop me from doing something that will make me successful.
He can't tell me that there are OTHER things going on as well, when the only time I find for my concert stuff is 11:45 at night. He comes downstairs yelling at me to do my other work. Well what've I been doing until now?!
And I don't care WHAT anyone says. Even if I have to drag all of my equipment and band with me, I AM GOING TO THE TOP.
Mark
My
Words