Fearless to fly
Hmm, I feel a bit down...donno why either, it seems like I'm being ignored by those I love...hmmm T_T
I'm not fearless to fly anymore ((its in code, so you'll have to ask me what it means...I never said I'll give you the real meaning)) in a way, I know I'm free, yet, know where I have to stop...What should I do, I'm tangled again in the mixture of people's emotions...Why can't people be happy? Why do people sit and cry, when there is nothing wrong?
The class I'm in, they're all happy...and hyper lol
I know there's something on Nick's mind...he hasn't been the same since, well I told him how I felt...that was a mistake...but then again, if I can't tell him openly how I feel, what kind of a relationship is it? Sadly, he can't tell me openly how he feels...It's begining to make me think...WHy? Don't you trust me, do you want to stay withdrawn from me? I thought I was your girl friend...someone to talk to, someone to express your feelings and thoughts to...
Reminds me of a song, Someone else, by The Rasmus...
"She drinks the blood of the dinosaurs, to get her powers back, to make her boyfriend understand. That things are not what they use to be, she doesn't have a plan, to make her boyfriend understand"
I express how I feel...and now, I feel more alone than ever, well, when Nick isn't round....When he is, I'm so happy, he will hold me close...when he isn't asleep lol...when he's at his, then, well, I try talking to him and...there's always someone else more intresting for him to talk to...
I donno...Nick, please, open up to me...we've been together over a year, and in a way, I still don't know you as well as I should...I love you...
I'm not fearless to fly anymore ((its in code, so you'll have to ask me what it means...I never said I'll give you the real meaning)) in a way, I know I'm free, yet, know where I have to stop...What should I do, I'm tangled again in the mixture of people's emotions...Why can't people be happy? Why do people sit and cry, when there is nothing wrong?
The class I'm in, they're all happy...and hyper lol
I know there's something on Nick's mind...he hasn't been the same since, well I told him how I felt...that was a mistake...but then again, if I can't tell him openly how I feel, what kind of a relationship is it? Sadly, he can't tell me openly how he feels...It's begining to make me think...WHy? Don't you trust me, do you want to stay withdrawn from me? I thought I was your girl friend...someone to talk to, someone to express your feelings and thoughts to...
Reminds me of a song, Someone else, by The Rasmus...
"She drinks the blood of the dinosaurs, to get her powers back, to make her boyfriend understand. That things are not what they use to be, she doesn't have a plan, to make her boyfriend understand"
I express how I feel...and now, I feel more alone than ever, well, when Nick isn't round....When he is, I'm so happy, he will hold me close...when he isn't asleep lol...when he's at his, then, well, I try talking to him and...there's always someone else more intresting for him to talk to...
I donno...Nick, please, open up to me...we've been together over a year, and in a way, I still don't know you as well as I should...I love you...