Purpose.....

[hiyami_amano]

It's funny....I have this Livejournal and I never actually use it. Sounds a bit like my life, and what I need to with it... I don't actually use my life, just let it sit. Between apathy, a serious fear of failure, and minor self-loathing, I've pretty much have paralyzed myself into a cycle of laziness and stress, with the occassional minor pushes from within that don't go anywhere. Hell, I barely contact people outside of my friends around here and going to chatrooms. No e-mail, no message boards....Just sitting and living imaginary people's lives by proxy.

I'm a mess...

Maybe focusing myself to write in here will help me out....Worth a shot....