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hiyacynth

Hermit mode; cause unknown

Dec 03, 2007 10:10

Howdy. I realized sometime yesterday that I couldn't remember the last time I posted. More than a week ago, it seems. I'm here, I've just been feeling reclusive lately and have had ridiculously little to say about anything. In one of those not-quite-funks where I don't feel social or creative, which makes fannishness less compelling.

( Cut for a rather lengthy and potentially boring update about my life and my weekend, including contemplation of a job possibility, my flirtation with a fanboy, what an annoying cube neighbor I must be, and me going 'meehhhh i haven't been writing' and 'mehhhh i dunno about LJ' )

i don't have a tag for dating, blah blitty blah, evilcorps, i think i have a crush

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ultraviolet9a December 3 2007, 17:09:40 UTC

Ah babe. I get your work dilemma. I don't know what I would do in your shoes, but more money is good, right? And the possibility of being excited! And...you're working at work as it is anyway, so I mean, working in a new work is still work and... I don't make sense. I don't HAVE to make sense. Do I? Oh god making sense is haaaard.

On the bright side, you had a great weekend! Come on! And adorkable guy! And yes, on what you said. About your moves. Totally yes.

As for the humming, dude, humming is not embarrassing. It's cute. It really is. If you wanna talk embarrassing, talk to Sam about that time Dean walked in the room and he was watching porn. So there. :)

YEEEEI. YOU WROTE!!! *hoppity hop* And yes, I get you about the shows, but look on the bright side : you can write fic without worrying about having it jossed the whole time. What? POSITIVE THOUGHTS. That's what I'm doing. POSITIVE THINKING. I'M FUCKING POLYANNA. (In this sentence the fucking is NOT in place of a verb, btw. OMG EW.)

oh god I typed all of the above didn't i? I did. I did. *headdesk*

I have missed you. I will superhug you YET again. *superhug* And probably become annoying with the superhugging but. uhm.

What i'm trying to say is that hermit mode is an essential mode and you should indulge in it, ok? And not feel bad about it.

If you start feeling bad about anything at all, just... if i can do anything, i'll do it. Crap, I'll even write xander fic for you if you ask it. Ok?

hiyacynth December 3 2007, 21:00:38 UTC

Yeah, the work thing... if I'm going to stick it out with EvilCorps, I probably shouldn't pass up a chance for more money. Just... Ugh. We fear change.

I did run into an adorkable guy, and will call him tonight and see if I can set up a coffee date so as to talk with him while sober. :-)

BTW, when did you start fucking Polyanna? You know she's underage, right? ;-)

Thanks for the superhugs. I'm actually not critically depressed or anything. Just feeling like laying low (and apparently doing a pretty good job of it). And thanks for general shininess and nice-persondom.

*hugs*

ultraviolet9a December 4 2007, 13:27:27 UTC

We fear change We totally do. Except, maybe, you know. Maybe change fears us too. (I'm just trying to be witty not profound. I'm very shallow that way. :) )

AND YEEEEEEEI. COFFEE. COOOOOOFFEEE.

By the time I'm through with Polyanna, she'll be wearing silk stockings, smokey eyes and will talk of half empty glasses. *muhahaha evil laugh* She started first. *pout*

I'm actually not critically depressed or anything. You don't sound depressed. Just...tired. In "i need a break" kind of way. And general shininess and nice-persondom I've been receiving, so I'm recipro...recripra...recipr.. so I'm giving back. (goddamnverbs)

*hugs*

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