the past couple of days have been blah... but still okay i guess....

[hiyacinthus]

Soooo... yeah .... the past couple of days HAVE been blah... but still okay in a way. Mostly okay in a way because i get to see my baby ALMOST every day... except today... cause i had ISS... WEEEEE!!!! I dident get to see her at alll today... so i miss her sooo much right now... AND, also ... another little goody today that decided to pop up... DISY, flipped his shit over the littlest thing... some shit that went down in the past... like one day he punched DAHMER in the nuts and blamed it on me... sooo DAHMER slap me in the eye... it really fucking hurt... and i almost punched him in the face... and he yelled at me because he knew what he did was wrong and i was yelling ayt him for it... its not only this... but daisy was being SUCH A BICTH today!!! it really started to get to me and IVY... and when he borught the whole DAHMER incident up it really pissed me off... cause he was mocking how i flipped out about it. But i guess he has a right to flip out because he got into a HUGE fight with JEANIE (his step mom) and some choice words were exchanged and eneded with JEANIE hitting him on the arm and he got so pissed that he started to cry and stromed off and tryed as hard as he could not to stab that fucking bicth.... BECAUSE SHE NEEDS TO BE STABBED!!! So really my day was okay in some sense... like when daisy started to flip his shit we were all making final signouts for tthe battle of the bands this saturday... yeah i bet that looked goood... starting a fight with one of your band mates in the line to make a final signout for the battle of the bands... and actually he said he wasent going to do it now... BUT WHATEVA!!! me ivy and steven will do it with out him... but i really want him there and i hope he changes his mind... but awww well... sa la ve! To sum it all up... ISS blows dog for quarters... daisy flipped his shit and is currently out... i dident get to see my love... and i still had an okay day because i got to talk to my baby, and were still going to the basttle of the bands. OH BY THE WAY... I GET TO SEE MY BABY TOMMOROW ALL DAY!!!! YAY!!!! And i wrote us a poem last night here it is.... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Somewhere there waiteth in this world of ours [ i got the inseration of this poem through For one lone soul another lonely soul [ our relationship... or just because steph Each choosing each through all the weary hours [ is incredable... and it was what i was And meeting strangely at one sudden goal. [ thinking, feeling, loving at the time... Then blend they, like green leaves with golden flowers, [ GOD shes so wonderfull you guys have NO IDEA. Into one beautiful and perfect whole; [ i want to spend the REST of my life with her And life's long night is ended, and the way [ "May our love be as ours is... eternal" Lies open onward to eternal day...... [ XOXOXOXOX, !!CINTH!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- HAVE A wonderfull NIGHT EVRYBODY !!!!! For never yours, Cinth...