Dear Diary Today has been the worst day of my life . Almost one month on.
He is doing so well,the walking is much improved, eating, speaking and memory are all normal.
Today is a day at home, things are different, it's hard to explain, the man i know and love is still there but, for instance, i now do all the driving because he cannot, the DVLC say so, his license is suspended until he is tested again and is able to be safely in control of a car, which is right, he knows that, but i realise how sad that makes him, he had a license for all HGV vehicles which he has lost forever.
I have been so lucky, i like driving within my comfort zone i have always hated motorways and unknown routes, he is now my navigator and is so patient with me, basically he always did the driving in the past now it's my turn to be the one in control.
The upside is, he is at home we spend days in our garden or walking along the lane in the sunshine we have had lately and also enjoy the wonderful wildlife, well just everything we have here.
Today is a day at home, things are different, it's hard to explain, the man i know and love is still there but, for instance, i now do all the driving because he cannot, the DVLC say so, his license is suspended until he is tested again and is able to be safely in control of a car, which is right, he knows that, but i realise how sad that makes him, he had a license for all HGV vehicles which he has lost forever.
I have been so lucky, i like driving within my comfort zone i have always hated motorways and unknown routes, he is now my navigator and is so patient with me, basically he always did the driving in the past now it's my turn to be the one in control.
The upside is, he is at home we spend days in our garden or walking along the lane in the sunshine we have had lately and also enjoy the wonderful wildlife, well just everything we have here.