every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end
Its all over, my life as I know it is about to profoundly change. I've been in college so long, I don't think i'll ever be ready to really say goodbye to it. these are supposed to be the best years of my life... what does that mean for the future? i don't know. I've spent the past few days saying goodbye to friends, some goodbyes harder then others. My mind is in a daze.
Last night I said one of my last goodbyes, up in Cicero (thats like 10 miles north of syracuse). I left her maybe around 11:40 but I wasn't ready to go home, and i didn't. I drove around, stopped to think, and reflect on things in my life and my time in Syracuse. Regrets, hopes, and a million other things spun through my head. I left Cicero around three hours later when I started to get tired. I was by then in a better mindframe (and a bit cold from being outside that long).
I know no one reads this, because I don't update, nor put real material in here. Today, yesterday, this past week, theyve just been so surreal that I needed to comment. And a special thank you to my friends who have been there, you mean the world to me.
Last night I said one of my last goodbyes, up in Cicero (thats like 10 miles north of syracuse). I left her maybe around 11:40 but I wasn't ready to go home, and i didn't. I drove around, stopped to think, and reflect on things in my life and my time in Syracuse. Regrets, hopes, and a million other things spun through my head. I left Cicero around three hours later when I started to get tired. I was by then in a better mindframe (and a bit cold from being outside that long).
I know no one reads this, because I don't update, nor put real material in here. Today, yesterday, this past week, theyve just been so surreal that I needed to comment. And a special thank you to my friends who have been there, you mean the world to me.