Coke is my saviour

Oct 02, 2007 22:58

Panic Utd says: (10:49:24 PM)
I was wearing my slayer shirt today
Panic Utd says: (10:50:04 PM)
walked past some asian dude wearing an obituary shirt
Kent says: (10:50:22 PM)
\m/ >.< \m/
Panic Utd says: (10:50:32 PM)
in a show of heavy metal solidarity we both gave each other the obligatory ... yes that

Panic Utd says: (10:49:09 PM)
I randomly remembered my phil lecturer telling us to write essays like Bruce Li and not like Shaolin Monks
:: z0mg club [#1]... RIKKAI COSPLAY XD....all your balls are belong to us :: says: (10:49:21 PM)
WTF
Panic Utd says: (10:49:48 PM)
simple and effective instead of fancy and accomplishing nothing at all

(I got 81 2/3% for it, go me).

..pesky wabbit says: (11:04:18 PM)
well your doing psychology right
Panic Utd says: (11:04:25 PM)
yup
..pesky wabbit says: (11:04:26 PM)
that can't be boring at all eh
Panic Utd says: (11:04:49 PM)
anything can be boring provided the right lecturer

w00h, i feel weird yay =D (That goes to say in recent times I feel empty and like nothing is worth doing, though that is subject to mood swings. Massive mood swings. Mood swings galore.)

A pretty little friend of mine used his lovely "research abilities" to pull up "DSM diagnosis criteria" for major depression and checked off at least 5 of them present in me for the past couple of weeks, and called me depressed.

"1. Depressed mood most of the day, nearly every day, as indicated
by either subjective report (e.g., feels sad or empty) or observation
made by others (e.g., appears tearful)

3. Significant weight loss when not dieting or weight gain (e.g., a
change of 5% of body weight in a month), or decrease or
increase in appetite nearly every day

4. Insomnia or hypersomnia nearly every day

6. Fatigue or loss of energy nearly every day
7. Feelings of worthlessness or excessive or inappropriate guilt
(which may be delusional) nearly every day (not merely self reproach
or guilt about being sick)
8. Diminished ability to think or concentrate, or indecisiveness,
nearly every day (either by subjective account or as observed by
others)"

That's what he classed me under.

Recently I've been getting chest pains.

Recently I've been drinking coke to stay awake.

Recently I've been having trouble sleeping, and trouble waking up.

Recently I've been having self worth issues. Nothing new here. =/ (I think it's called being an angsty teenager).

Every now and then I think "Yay, I stopped thinking about Amanda!" And then I think "Oh shit..." And then I laugh inside my head =P

I saw Akira yesterday night. It was umm, cool. Yup. Still watchable 3rd time around.

END

msn chats, coke, depressed, mood swings

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