Sep 11, 2011 00:22
7 years on and I still feel like I should just up and kill myself. I'm not getting anywhere in life and even if I were to "succeed" career-wise, social life-wise and influence-wise, it will still be transient and for nothing in the end.
How people put up with their Sisyphean life beyond me. They must be in possession of an inherent dullness in order to not be fazed by the utter tedium of their existence. That probably explains why bad movies make so much money, they're too dull to have anything other than watery paste poured down their throat by big media.
As it stands right now, I'm already dead, I just don't have a plot reserved for me yet.
Maybe i just need to go back up to 20mg.
sisyphean,
depressed