No cold feet still.
One week, baby, one week.
I wouldn't be so stressed if it were only the wedding that I had to think about but instead we've got so much to do with the move and all that it is getting a bit out of hand. Not to mention the fact that the wedding is in New York and we're still in Virginia. Doesn't add much confidence to the plate in thinking that everything is going to get done. We've got to pack up this house on top of getting everything we need to NY and back again, repacked, and then leave. I feel like I'm cheating Alexis out of a honeymoon with the move. But she says she's okay with it and I've promised that once we get settled in we can take a real honeymoon. She's thinking Italy, I'm thinking a cruise of some sorts... ultimately it will be her decision though, she deserves AT LEAST that much.
Speaking of the move, her parents moreso than mine are freaking about a bit about it. I can understand them being protective but I would hope by now that they know me well enough to know that I'm not going to take her to some unsafe foreign country and also that I am capable of taking care of her, financially speaking. My parents are pretty chill about it, I think they are used it. Will has been in Mexico since May. I know, I know, we are boys, there's a difference. Alexis is being great about it all though. I told her if she wants to back out that she can, at any point in time if she doesn't want to go just say the word and we won't go. But no, she's a little trooper... she's even listening to those dutch tapes every night before bed, which is completely irresistible. She already knows more than I do. Just another reason why I love her so much.
I finally feel like I'm doing the right thing. This marriage feels more right to me than anything I've ever done before. I'm ready!
I wouldn't be so stressed if it were only the wedding that I had to think about but instead we've got so much to do with the move and all that it is getting a bit out of hand. Not to mention the fact that the wedding is in New York and we're still in Virginia. Doesn't add much confidence to the plate in thinking that everything is going to get done. We've got to pack up this house on top of getting everything we need to NY and back again, repacked, and then leave. I feel like I'm cheating Alexis out of a honeymoon with the move. But she says she's okay with it and I've promised that once we get settled in we can take a real honeymoon. She's thinking Italy, I'm thinking a cruise of some sorts... ultimately it will be her decision though, she deserves AT LEAST that much.
Speaking of the move, her parents moreso than mine are freaking about a bit about it. I can understand them being protective but I would hope by now that they know me well enough to know that I'm not going to take her to some unsafe foreign country and also that I am capable of taking care of her, financially speaking. My parents are pretty chill about it, I think they are used it. Will has been in Mexico since May. I know, I know, we are boys, there's a difference. Alexis is being great about it all though. I told her if she wants to back out that she can, at any point in time if she doesn't want to go just say the word and we won't go. But no, she's a little trooper... she's even listening to those dutch tapes every night before bed, which is completely irresistible. She already knows more than I do. Just another reason why I love her so much.
I finally feel like I'm doing the right thing. This marriage feels more right to me than anything I've ever done before. I'm ready!