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my bday is in 8 days! i'll be officially 23 years old.. god i feel old. almost half way to 30, that's a scary thought heh but it's still a while who knows what will happen in between.
my mom bought me a new pc today for my b-day, she spent 1,600 dollars on this baby. i'm so happy, i have 240 gigs of space, 2 gigs of ram and she also bought a new wireless router and a 100gb externbal drive just so i can move stuff from my old pc to this new one. momma knows how much my geeky things mean to me. she really is the greatest.
i had problems connecting the router, she felt i was unhappy at first and she cried, i asked why is she crying and she said because no matter what she does i am never satisfied. it broke my heart, i hugged her and said i am happy, that she didn't cause any problems and i am and i apologized for being an asshole. i kissed her on the forehead and she smiled, after i set everything up she saw me tickin' away at the keyboard she was happy, real happy. that made me even happier.
i love my mom, through the worst moments we had and the best, she really is the greatest. i wish i could do more for her, and i am truely sorry for all the times i was a douchebag. what can i say, blood is thicker than water, i'd give myself in heartbeat for her. god bless her.
in other news, the cpe exam was so/so, i think i did well. i won't know till december 25th so i got some time ahead of me. eugene called me today, he's going into the mta office to get an interview for train conducting. i wish him the best of luck, my brotha from anotha motha. he's a genius still, mad love for him.
moe got fired, apperently the accident that he was in that killed 2 people and crippled 1 girl caused such a bad rep, his job doesn't want him no more. i feel bad for him, he didn't deserve this among all the things i do think he deserves but still, i love him and wish him the best also.
yesterday was halloween, what a shitty halloween it was. holidays aren't what they used to be. coolest part of the day was me wearing my red/white jason mask to school heh, i didn't do any childish stuff this year like throw eggs and act like a fool, i hung out for a bit but i was so dissapointed i went home early. halloween isn't nothing anymore, kids won't even trick or treat here beacuse of all the "violence" apperently, moms are too scare dto let thier kids go, it's sad.. least i lived during the times halloween was actually nice, i miss those days.
now nights are longer and days are shorter, i have to get adjusted to this time change crap. i hate it, it fucked up my entire biological clock in my head. oh well, i'm very optimistic now, so, things will change for the better. :)
now i'm off to play ultimate spider-man and finish downloading F.E.A.R. i installed the LJ client on this new pc, so i can update this journal easier, yay.
anywho, adios and goodnight friends. feels good to feel good.
farewell
my mom bought me a new pc today for my b-day, she spent 1,600 dollars on this baby. i'm so happy, i have 240 gigs of space, 2 gigs of ram and she also bought a new wireless router and a 100gb externbal drive just so i can move stuff from my old pc to this new one. momma knows how much my geeky things mean to me. she really is the greatest.
i had problems connecting the router, she felt i was unhappy at first and she cried, i asked why is she crying and she said because no matter what she does i am never satisfied. it broke my heart, i hugged her and said i am happy, that she didn't cause any problems and i am and i apologized for being an asshole. i kissed her on the forehead and she smiled, after i set everything up she saw me tickin' away at the keyboard she was happy, real happy. that made me even happier.
i love my mom, through the worst moments we had and the best, she really is the greatest. i wish i could do more for her, and i am truely sorry for all the times i was a douchebag. what can i say, blood is thicker than water, i'd give myself in heartbeat for her. god bless her.
in other news, the cpe exam was so/so, i think i did well. i won't know till december 25th so i got some time ahead of me. eugene called me today, he's going into the mta office to get an interview for train conducting. i wish him the best of luck, my brotha from anotha motha. he's a genius still, mad love for him.
moe got fired, apperently the accident that he was in that killed 2 people and crippled 1 girl caused such a bad rep, his job doesn't want him no more. i feel bad for him, he didn't deserve this among all the things i do think he deserves but still, i love him and wish him the best also.
yesterday was halloween, what a shitty halloween it was. holidays aren't what they used to be. coolest part of the day was me wearing my red/white jason mask to school heh, i didn't do any childish stuff this year like throw eggs and act like a fool, i hung out for a bit but i was so dissapointed i went home early. halloween isn't nothing anymore, kids won't even trick or treat here beacuse of all the "violence" apperently, moms are too scare dto let thier kids go, it's sad.. least i lived during the times halloween was actually nice, i miss those days.
now nights are longer and days are shorter, i have to get adjusted to this time change crap. i hate it, it fucked up my entire biological clock in my head. oh well, i'm very optimistic now, so, things will change for the better. :)
now i'm off to play ultimate spider-man and finish downloading F.E.A.R. i installed the LJ client on this new pc, so i can update this journal easier, yay.
anywho, adios and goodnight friends. feels good to feel good.
farewell