No one ever tells you that forever feels like home...
Well, since no one else updates, I might as well, although, nothing new here, same shit, different day. Still got almost a year of this shit left, I can't wait to be done. Going home is going to be good. At first I was very afraid to go home to my empty apartment, but now that the idea has settled in, I'm pretty excited about it. I know it is going to be a little lonely, but I will make it. :) I've been reading alot of books lately. Mostly vampire type stuff. Its good. Watching alot of movies. I watched "North Country" last night, it was incredible. Very sad. I balled my eyes out to see what that woman went through. What all those women went through. Because of them, more women today have the respect that's deserved to them. I watched "In Her Shoes", also an incredible movie that I balled my eyes out watching.
I've been feeling a little lonely lately. I only have one actual friend here, and I can't tell him everything that goes through my head. Some of it I have to keep to myself. Too bad life has to be complicated, huh? I've been writing most of it down, either on my computer or in a little notebook that I have. I think if I spent time on it, I could make some poems, but I don't really have that much confidence in my poem writing abilities to attempt it. I think I'll just stick to the stuff the way it is, several phrases grouped together that have a some significance to each other.
Got a couple pics of me doing the army thing. Not in my MP gear, but doing some MOUT training( MOUT is military operations in urban terrain, or something to that effect, I'm not sure I have the exact wording correct). I'll throw them up here for you though. You might have to search for me, however, when I wear the patrol cap, I look like a 12 year old boy. :p Just look on my myspace, I posted them in my pics.
Well, I'm gonna go now I guess, talk to you all later.
love
Sara
I've been feeling a little lonely lately. I only have one actual friend here, and I can't tell him everything that goes through my head. Some of it I have to keep to myself. Too bad life has to be complicated, huh? I've been writing most of it down, either on my computer or in a little notebook that I have. I think if I spent time on it, I could make some poems, but I don't really have that much confidence in my poem writing abilities to attempt it. I think I'll just stick to the stuff the way it is, several phrases grouped together that have a some significance to each other.
Got a couple pics of me doing the army thing. Not in my MP gear, but doing some MOUT training( MOUT is military operations in urban terrain, or something to that effect, I'm not sure I have the exact wording correct). I'll throw them up here for you though. You might have to search for me, however, when I wear the patrol cap, I look like a 12 year old boy. :p Just look on my myspace, I posted them in my pics.
Well, I'm gonna go now I guess, talk to you all later.
love
Sara