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[hitwizard]

just so we're clear here, I won't edit a fucking thing once i've updated.

• she was exceptionally friendly.  she seemed to make a point of saying hello to me every day, and one is want for the elements of society and civilization in the halls of a fucking junior high school
• she was down for whatever.  she wasn't too hip, she wasn't  too retiring, she wasn't too mature, she wasn't too naieve, she wasn't prudish, she wasn't slutty.  Her personality was her most attractive feature, even though she
  
• was smoking
• bangin'
• bang
• -a-
• rang
  
• evening news features
• huge eyes and lashes to back that up and
  
• she was flat-chested and skinny which was hot on her when it wasn't hot on anyone else
  
• but her skin had this ambient glow

and I hope she knew, it's really embarassing but I hope she knew I noticed.  that wasn't an issue, she wasn't the kind you didn't notice.  I guess I'm glad that she wasn't dumb enough to get really fucked over by older guys in high school or whatever, because they're fucking vultures.  maybe later in life she wasn't so lucky, i have no idea, Scott or Shaun would have clearer recollections of her anyway, as they, with her continued down one academic path while I took the road regrettably more-travelled

fuck it.  Akane "I can't believe that second i is not, like, so Anglicized" Nishimura, I hope this makes your day.

The business of writing seems to concern itself entirely with the skills of mimicry and choice.