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first off, we lost the citrus game. at home. im very mad.
secondly, my life sucks. i have too much on my plate yet i still seem to not have enough to offer. its ridiculous. tonight after the game, a scout had come from georgia to see me play and all he had to say was that the game was 'interesting'
what the fuck ever.
i havent applied to one SINGLE college as of now. and this weekend, just as i say every freaking other weekend--i need to work on my applications and essays. joy. anotehr fun-filled weekend where i think of what to say and not. do. anything.
im excited.
oh. and aparently i have a job? yeah, i ref little kids. i mean--sure its a job, but i didnt know it required time, energy and will-power. all of which i DONT HAVE
whatever. basically, this entree was intended to be gay and it served its purpose.
im fucking tired of everyone and their bullshit too. dont EVEN get me started: from teachers to students AND OH GODDDD!!! COACHES!
well, whatever theres nothing i can do. because, even though i have 'power' as my position suggests...its a lie. a big FAT stUPID lie.
basically, i suck.
UGH UGASJF
secondly, my life sucks. i have too much on my plate yet i still seem to not have enough to offer. its ridiculous. tonight after the game, a scout had come from georgia to see me play and all he had to say was that the game was 'interesting'
what the fuck ever.
i havent applied to one SINGLE college as of now. and this weekend, just as i say every freaking other weekend--i need to work on my applications and essays. joy. anotehr fun-filled weekend where i think of what to say and not. do. anything.
im excited.
oh. and aparently i have a job? yeah, i ref little kids. i mean--sure its a job, but i didnt know it required time, energy and will-power. all of which i DONT HAVE
whatever. basically, this entree was intended to be gay and it served its purpose.
im fucking tired of everyone and their bullshit too. dont EVEN get me started: from teachers to students AND OH GODDDD!!! COACHES!
well, whatever theres nothing i can do. because, even though i have 'power' as my position suggests...its a lie. a big FAT stUPID lie.
basically, i suck.
UGH UGASJF