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RevengeRaep

Jul 14, 2008 09:09

....Oi

::FLAIL:: Bastard I have a name!!!!

*sigh*....I want something for lunch tomorrow.

WTF!!! Make your own damn lunch!!!! Who the hell do you think I am? Your mother?! Your Maid?! Your NANNY?!?!

*totally ignoring the flailing*....hn.....i'm in the mood for something specific..

WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT?! It's not like I'm going to go out of my ( Read more... )

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hitsuzen_fool July 15 2008, 07:03:15 UTC

Watanuki raised an eyebrow. He was starting to get more than a little pissed off that this dream was fucking around with him so severely. It was a product of his subconcious that was using his feelings for Doumeki and tossing them back in his face, teasing him. Like Doumeki would ever admit to something like that. Please! That was the proof right there that this was a dream. Doumeki was way too much of a bastard and way too apathetic to care about anything than filling his own stomach. The fact that he kept saving Watanuki's life was probably because he was getting some wish fulfilled from Yuuko. Watanuki groaned in frustration and let his forehead rest against Dream!Doumeki's "Right! So given all that, How in the world could have a crush on someone like him?!" He growled outloud since talking in this dream-state was tantamount to talking to himself anyway. "I mean, it's not like we ever do anything but argue! Theres no hope at all for a successful relationship, even aside from the fact that both of us are male!" He snarled, getting ( ... )

NEWEST POST MADDY!! hitsuzen_fool July 17 2008, 01:06:09 UTC

Watanuki frowned, his subconcious was really fucking with him at this point. Or rather...not...."What do you mean a spirit? Here? They can't come around when Doumeki is around. I know that, should a dream of mine know that as well?" He asked, getting more offended the more that he couldn't pretend "And what the hell are you doing stopping anyway?! What kind of cheap fantasy is this?!" He pushed Dream!Doumeki away and sat down on his bed, dejectedly, folding his arm. "As if my life couldn't get anymore pathetic, even my own mind won't listen to me anymore!" He snarled.

Re: NEWEST POST MADDY!! stoicarcher July 17 2008, 06:23:53 UTC

Huffing in exasperation Doumeki was starting to wonder how he could haven fallen so hard for such an imbecile. "Did you hit your head?" he said as he watched the lanky boy plop down on his bed. It was killing him to have to pretend, to act the cold way Watanuki complained about, but it was becoming obvious that Watanuki wasn't ready for reality just yet. "What fantasy are you talking about idiot?" he questioned as cooly as his voice would allow, making sure to push back all the feelings that had been brought forth as far back into himself as he could.

Re: NEWEST POST MADDY!! hitsuzen_fool July 18 2008, 06:59:38 UTC

Now that was more like it. He must be slipping back into reality at this point. Watanuki turned to the dream!Doumeki/Doumeki and smiled, relieved that things were finally starting to get back to normal before he remembered his que and stood from the bed, flailing.
"No I didn't hit my head you asshole! It's this stupid place and Yuuko-san screwing with me! I can't help it if I'm getting confused!! Dreams one minute and reality the next!! What the hell do you except?!!?!" He was panicking about more than just the last dig from the idiot. Exactly when had he entered back into reality? How much of his angry rant had Bastard!Doumeki actually heard? The possibilities were staggering....

NEWEST POST REI!!! stoicarcher July 19 2008, 01:48:20 UTC

His heart nearly tripped over itself, his composure was still intact on the outside, though holding by a thread after seeing that smile. It was rare and wonderful and it almost made Doumeki forget that Watanuki was still painfully in deniel of his feelings. It was short lived though, as he swiftly rose and began his little rant, his thin slender arms moving in a way that Doumeki was sure a normal person shouldn't be able to do. One thing he did catch though within all that babble was that Watanuki was blaming this 'place' they were in for giving him these 'dreams.' He wondered briefly if anyone told him yet that their abilities were practically gone here. Whatever curse that Watanuki had became null and void. It was merely Hitsuzen, as Yuuko called it, that this particular dimension harbored strange creatures, but Doumeki could see them too, and he was certain it wasn't their shared eye that was allowing him the ability. "...Our powers don't work here, idiot. The strange things just live here naturally. I think the ( ... )

New Post Maddy-sama!! hitsuzen_fool July 21 2008, 14:42:11 UTC

"-And another thing what in the hell are you doing in my-" His rant was cut off as he heard Doumeki's passive statement. He distinctly felt all of the blood run from his body and leak out somewhere in the region of his toes.

No...Just...No....

There was no way that his curse wasn't valid in this world. No way in any hell that Yuuko-san could send him to was that possible.

Because if it was....

If it was that would me that he'd essentially just confessed to Doumeki after the bastard had essentially done the same and ki-kissed him...

Nope, no way something like that was happening. He was obviously still in the dream and his subconcious was trying to trick him again.

But if that were true...then why had the room started spinning and was he shrinking 'cause the floor was getting bigger and bigger....

New Post Rei My love! stoicarcher July 21 2008, 16:40:43 UTC

Shock coursed through him the moment he saw Watanuki begin to wobble in place, looking more pale than usual. It felt like he was going in slow motion as he saw his body tilt forward, a vision of him hitting the ground causing him to instinctively reach out faster than that what he thought was possible. His grasp on the boy was strong, reminding him of the last time Watanuki had almost fallen, this may have not been the roof of a building, but that did not lessen the his anxiety of seeing him fragile and helpless. He berated himself for being the cause of this. Without even a second thought he pulled the boy into his arms, cradling his body gently and soothingly combing through his black hair.

"...I'm sorry." he whispered softly into his ear.

Newer new post, Maddy my one and only!! hitsuzen_fool July 21 2008, 17:09:45 UTC

The fact that he didn't hit the ground as he had expected to, jolted Watanuki back into a semi-conciousness as he was came in contact with Doumeki's body for the second time in the last hour. He pushed away, trying to maintain his mortification with some sense of dignity despite the fact that he was still dizzy and even the thought of standing up again made him want to pass out comepletely this time.

He settled for scooting along the floor until his back was against his closed door and pulling his knees up, burying his head in his arms.

"What the hell are you sorry for, teme? You're not the one who spilled his guts while under the impression that he was traipsing around in his own mind."

Re: Newer new post, Maddy my one and only!! stoicarcher July 21 2008, 18:21:58 UTC

His eyes followed Watanuki as he pushed against the door, curling up and trying to appear as small as possible. He couldn't see his eyes anymore, which bothered him more than anything, and focused on the way the inky strands fell over too white skin. His arm stretched out from his earlier hold in was now in a position of reaching out to him.

"I'm sorry that I didn't tell you first for one thing." He crawled over resting his hands upon Watanuki's shoulders.

"But I'm not sorry for kissing you." He moved the boys head up so that those eyes could look at him again, as he tucked his fingers under his chin, he waited a beat, looking into Watanuki's flushed face before leaning in the rest of the way and softly laying a kiss upon his lips once more.

Re: Newer new post, Maddy my one and only!! hitsuzen_fool July 21 2008, 18:59:08 UTC

Watanuki's reply came out as less of the yelling and flailing that he wanted it too and more of the moaning, leaning in and clutching Doumeki's shirt that he found himself doing.

He pulled away and distincly ignored the sound that resulted from the loss of the contact and glared as best as he could despite the fact that his face felt hotter than a frying pan.

"Telling me what? And why did you do that? Why do you keep doing it?! tell me..."

Re: Newer new post, Maddy my one and only!! stoicarcher July 21 2008, 19:12:46 UTC

The wonderful feel of too soft flesh left him abruptly. Doumeki groaned a bit in frustation on how fickle Watanuki was behaving. Couldn't he just let himself be loved for a moment?

"Are you an idiot, I mean to tell you that I have the same feelings and if I have to I'll keep kissing you until you get that through your dense head." Reaching foward, hopefully for the last time he embraced the boy, letting their heads touch and echoed it with soul searching kiss, the fingers of one hand clenching fiercly into his shirt while the other tickled the hairs at the back of his neck. He wasn't going to let go, no matter how much Watanuki denied him, he wanted to stay by his side.

Re: Newer new post, Maddy my one and only!! hitsuzen_fool July 21 2008, 19:34:36 UTC

And Watanuki almost let himself sink into that feeling before he jerked his head away, trying to catch his breath as he started to feel more than a little histerical, clutching his head between his hands.

"Stop it! You can't mince words like that! You have to tell me! If you don't tell me it won't be true and it'll break, so please!" Even if he proported to disbelieve anything and everything Yuuko-san told him, Watanuki had seen the power that words could hold over a person first hand and he wasn't about to leave something this important to the hands of Hitsuzen to interpret as it saw fit.

Re: Newer new post, Maddy my one and only!! stoicarcher July 21 2008, 19:52:25 UTC

Pulling, pushing, and pulling away again. It was enough to make him seriously take the boy and throttle him. How more clear could he be...Wasn't his actions more important than his words? He didn't want to kiss anyone, he wanted it to always be with Watanuki. He wasn't one to 'mince' words, if anything he was blunt, but Watanuki needed more proof, his insecurities and fears clouding over the sincerity that Doumeki was trying to convey.

Sighing deeply he tried once more "...Watanuki...I...I love you." His voice, though still maintaining that calm tone fell soft like a gentle carass, but for Doumeki, who heard it echo loudly within his own heart.

Re: Newer new post, Maddy my one and only!! hitsuzen_fool July 22 2008, 03:58:15 UTC

And the pressure that had been building up in Watanuki's head as he waited for the answer was suddenly released as he heard the words that he never thought he would.

He turned to Doumeki and was distantly aware that he'd started crying as his glasses fogged up, he took them off and rubbed as his eyes with his sleeve, despite the fact that it did nothing to stem the flow.

"How long?" He rasped out, meeting those eyes that he thought for sure would forever state passively at him. "And why haven't you told me before now?"

Re: Newer new post, Maddy my one and only!! stoicarcher July 22 2008, 06:38:05 UTC

Tears streamed down his face, causing Doumeki's heart to clench in pain at the thought that he may have hurt him again somehow. Raising his hand he wiped away at the tears gently, allowing his fingers to dance featherlight upon his cheeks. He was so focused on comforting the boy that he responded to the question on instinct.

"Since that day in the rain..." He paused when he realized what he had said, and was somewhat relieved that Watanuki would mostly likely think of that day with the hydrangeas. Afterall, he wasn't aware that Doumeki had caught a glimpse of him during a weak moment so long ago. He tried to shake that uncomfortable vision out of his mind and focused on that young man in front of him once more.

Watanuki was looking at him with an expectant gaze, his eyes red rimmed, waiting, hoping for more answers.
"Because you hated me."

Re: Newer new post, Maddy my one and only!! hitsuzen_fool July 22 2008, 07:38:30 UTC

Watanuki blinked away the tears that were started to stem as his anger grew with the answers to his questions.

"...In the rain..." He knew exactly what Doumeki was talking about. When the idiot had stood out there for 10 hours digging a hole. That had been so long ago!! So long since their feelings had been overlapping. Especially when Watanuki knew his time left was limited,it struck a particular chord in his heart as he thought about how much time they'd wasted. He sighed and leaned forward, wrapping his arms around Doumeki's neck and holding him close.

"You stupid bastard...Theres not been a day in my life that I've hated you. Haven't you ever heard of a crush?"

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