Dec 27, 2007 01:39
"Maybe love cannot move the entire world, but... without a doubt, it makes of the road something unforgettable."
Hi there~
I'm disappointed, you know?
With this phrase... I have to admit it, it's true...
Love doesnt move the world...
But it's so difficult to accept -.-...
After all, I'm trying to be the best writer and having this kind of doubts is just something unbelievable...
It has no excuse...
And it is also mortifying -.-
I do want that love change and move the world...
But if that is not going to happen, then what is this thing that really moves the world?
Could it be something like the fear?
It seems to be like that...
Now... I'm wondering if one day... love could move everything...
Can I be the person who wil start that ideal?
Maybe that's my real mission... perhaps that's this thing which I have to do no matter what...
Suddenly, I find myself alone...
I'm not a genius, perhaps I'm somekind of gifted girl if we talk about the way to express feelings in words, but is that enough?
I feel that I need something else to have confidence...
Could it be faith? Hope in the believe that one day people will understand my thoughts about love and the things which the Earth needs the most? Or maybe... what I really need is courage?
I'm not exactly the type of fearless person... so... what do I have to do in order to make my dreams to come true?
I need an answer...
There is no advise for this day, I'm sorry u.u
Wa, I want to know what a real smile is just for now... I need you, Jun, but I'm also disappointing you having this kind of thoughts precisely now... T-T
Sorry to everyone >w<
diario