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Feels so strange that I've been home for more than two weeks now. It's 2010, which I don't like but welll, can't do anything about it^^ (I just so can't stand the look of that number...)
And everything so far has gone surprisingly smoothly (in spite of some things that finally turned out to be no harm... I hope?). At such times I always feel that this 'peace' must soon end... anyway, who knows? I'm going back tomorrow for my one and only exam and although I've studied a lot for it, it's still not enough, hm.
Sometimes I feel I really suck. Sometimes? I seem to be very optimistic^. Recently I'm not able to get up before 9 and spend looong hours in front of the computer... no good. Ehh. Very constructive, this one. Something's holding me back, I just don't know what it is and how to 'break' it.
I want to be somewhere else.
And everything so far has gone surprisingly smoothly (in spite of some things that finally turned out to be no harm... I hope?). At such times I always feel that this 'peace' must soon end... anyway, who knows? I'm going back tomorrow for my one and only exam and although I've studied a lot for it, it's still not enough, hm.
Sometimes I feel I really suck. Sometimes? I seem to be very optimistic^. Recently I'm not able to get up before 9 and spend looong hours in front of the computer... no good. Ehh. Very constructive, this one. Something's holding me back, I just don't know what it is and how to 'break' it.
I want to be somewhere else.