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Well, just thought id update while the patch for WoW downloads, Nothing quite new has happens really, Ive just been working and playing WoW and Lineage. (wich rawks btw) Its a whole new year and I know that things are going to go better. The only drawback is all the legal crap that ill have to deal with. I hope there are no issues when it comes to that. Anyway, im getting a different car, im paying off bills and saving for my own apt. :) Xan is doing fine, hes hit the terrible 2's now though but says new words all the time. Cartoon and hungry are 2 of his new ones. I had to break down and buy a new play pin so that mom wont tear her hair out. He has now taken a notion to bat glasses off the end table when mad. :P Other than living in my moms back room, natta much. It seems like what goes on kinda comes to me instead of me finding troubble. My brother in law is thinking about going home. I dont know when he will make a decision but he wants to. He and my sister are not getting along at all. Most issues that they have i had seen before with James, her ex, and David. Partally because my sis doesnt seem to want to get a job (that deals with food or money especally) I looked at her resume and it is thrown together. No wonder no one hires her really. I know she has wanted to be a stay at home mom from the begining but in todays society that is not really the case. Over the weekend, Angie and David had gone to my sister Hopes house. Now it will be interesting in what BS is started. -_- It seems to happen quite often afterwards. They like to sit in her LR and see who they can slam on unfortunately. Im sure I have been talked about quite a bit since Im the one going through a devorce and I know Hope is just loving that one. She has the "I told you so" thing going on that shes been wanting to tell me for the last 5 years. Not that she doesnt do that anyway mind you. She has always been the one that loves to tell ppl that there stupid and cant live there own life. Frankly I have not been on good terms with her since she told me I should get an abortion due to my baby wont know what he is since Xander is 1/2 black and 1/2 white. Funny.. we arent all white eather.. biatch... ANYWAY... Ignore most of my ranting, its just prevoked by a migrane. :P Now.. on to the good stuff. Since being here in my little hole in the back of the house, I have gotten to spend quite some time with my Shadow and thats what I enjoy the most. That man I can talk to for ages and never get bored. :) Its been near 10 years and my love for him has never faided. I think that mazy have been one of the downfalls between Nick and I but that no one will ever know for sure. What I do know is that I need him in my life. He makes me feel Secure, Loved, Needed and special.(in a good way folks. -ppbbbtthhh!-)Now that he is back with me, this time, I wont let go. Stupidly 5 years ago I let him leave with out putting up much of a fight. Though I think it was needed so we could both grow up a bit and realize just how much we actualy mean to one another. :) After he and I have been together for 50 years +, We will still be the same way. :) Well enough of being all sappy. I will let this go now since i have made this quite long. TTFN.