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It has been an absurdly long time since I have written in here. A lot has changed since my last post. (speaking of which, what the hell was my last post even about? Oh yeah, about how AT&T was being slightly special. Right, check, after catching up on my bills, I've finally got my upgraded phone in my hands. Yey!)
Anyways, I just came here to type a couple of rambles. I just took out some trash and happened to look up in the sky, like I normally do. Cause you know, the science person in me screams "LOOK UP AT THE BEAUTIFUL SKY DAMNIT!" and it was so awe inspiring today. It's been awhile since I saw the sky this pretty from Amherst. Sure I saw an amazing view in Allegany during the Persieds, but that was in Allegany. Sometimes seeing such a beautiful sight in your own backyard just sets everything right. And this time, it did.
A few weeks ago, I was freaking out over money, and changes in life that are going to be necessary soon. I was writing up a huge post and was going to post it when I sat back and realized how freaking emo it was, and decided to just keep it all to myself. I look back on that now and go "Who cares? You have a job that pays pretty well, and an amazing boyfriend" shut up and deal! But deal in the good way. I donno, I'm just rambling at this moment.
Joe and I took a small trip to Emery Park in South Wales. It was one of our famous spontaneous trips. It was a small trip, because we didn't have much day light but honestly, it really helped my sanity. It helped me feel like "me" again. Going there and seeing all of those old style playground things and playing on them was kick ass. ...Yes, I did squeal in joy and run over to the see-saw, because it's a freaking see-saw! And slid down a *gasp* metal slide!
I don't know. I had this huge thought in my head that this was all going to make sense. All I know is that I hardly did anything at all today, and I am completely content. I slept in. Did nothing, went out with my brother in law later on (cause Katie's a poo-head! :) ) listened to a bit of Hockey, took a super hot bath, watched some Voyager, and saw kick ass stars. But I feel completely at peace and happy.
...I'm weird, and I love it!
Anyways, I just came here to type a couple of rambles. I just took out some trash and happened to look up in the sky, like I normally do. Cause you know, the science person in me screams "LOOK UP AT THE BEAUTIFUL SKY DAMNIT!" and it was so awe inspiring today. It's been awhile since I saw the sky this pretty from Amherst. Sure I saw an amazing view in Allegany during the Persieds, but that was in Allegany. Sometimes seeing such a beautiful sight in your own backyard just sets everything right. And this time, it did.
A few weeks ago, I was freaking out over money, and changes in life that are going to be necessary soon. I was writing up a huge post and was going to post it when I sat back and realized how freaking emo it was, and decided to just keep it all to myself. I look back on that now and go "Who cares? You have a job that pays pretty well, and an amazing boyfriend" shut up and deal! But deal in the good way. I donno, I'm just rambling at this moment.
Joe and I took a small trip to Emery Park in South Wales. It was one of our famous spontaneous trips. It was a small trip, because we didn't have much day light but honestly, it really helped my sanity. It helped me feel like "me" again. Going there and seeing all of those old style playground things and playing on them was kick ass. ...Yes, I did squeal in joy and run over to the see-saw, because it's a freaking see-saw! And slid down a *gasp* metal slide!
I don't know. I had this huge thought in my head that this was all going to make sense. All I know is that I hardly did anything at all today, and I am completely content. I slept in. Did nothing, went out with my brother in law later on (cause Katie's a poo-head! :) ) listened to a bit of Hockey, took a super hot bath, watched some Voyager, and saw kick ass stars. But I feel completely at peace and happy.
...I'm weird, and I love it!