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I think, emotionally wise, this is the shittiest day this year for me. I'm not even in a rut, and it's the shittiest day ever.
I really want to just vomit right now.
Edit: Shittiest day ever because the two things that I am trying to fix in my life (job and guys) both failed me today.
But after sitting here and feeling sorry for myself for ten minutes, and well...after a walk blasting Rammstein and talking to Katie, I feel better.
I have a job. I live successfully alone, without the help of my parents. I am not someone who would cheat, and I want to vomit whenever I even think about cheating or helping someone cheat. I am not going to let some scumbag hurt me like that! I have a couple of words to say to him if I ever meet him again "Fuck you, and grow some balls" Well...okay I already texted him telling him to grow balls, but that's a different story.
So...I feel better now! <3
I really want to just vomit right now.
Edit: Shittiest day ever because the two things that I am trying to fix in my life (job and guys) both failed me today.
But after sitting here and feeling sorry for myself for ten minutes, and well...after a walk blasting Rammstein and talking to Katie, I feel better.
I have a job. I live successfully alone, without the help of my parents. I am not someone who would cheat, and I want to vomit whenever I even think about cheating or helping someone cheat. I am not going to let some scumbag hurt me like that! I have a couple of words to say to him if I ever meet him again "Fuck you, and grow some balls" Well...okay I already texted him telling him to grow balls, but that's a different story.
So...I feel better now! <3