it's crazy, i'm fucking crazy
finally, relief.
i saw more of my new house today than i have in months. i slept in, cleaned a bit, made myself lunch, watched tv, and just relaxed. it was amazing. i feel like i haven't had time to myself like that in the longest time. rest.
only a matter of time now that i'm gonna start feeling bored because my plate isn't fucking full.
somewhere earlier today, in the middle of making myself lunch, watching tv, and unwinding, the sickest thought infiltrated my calm. there's going to be auditions held tonight, and my inner masochism was quick to entertain the idea.
is it really necessary though? expand myself to the point of utter exhaustion just to make myself feel like i'm doing something... being productive?
ahhh fuck.
i saw more of my new house today than i have in months. i slept in, cleaned a bit, made myself lunch, watched tv, and just relaxed. it was amazing. i feel like i haven't had time to myself like that in the longest time. rest.
only a matter of time now that i'm gonna start feeling bored because my plate isn't fucking full.
somewhere earlier today, in the middle of making myself lunch, watching tv, and unwinding, the sickest thought infiltrated my calm. there's going to be auditions held tonight, and my inner masochism was quick to entertain the idea.
is it really necessary though? expand myself to the point of utter exhaustion just to make myself feel like i'm doing something... being productive?
ahhh fuck.