ESSAY MEME TIEM
Jumping on the bandwagon. It's an essay memeeeeeeeeeee! Go ahead and ask me whatever. Relationship meme? Sure! Essay questions? Go for it. Want to inquire about why I play a character like I do or what I think of _____? I'll answer it. Whatever you want, really. Although it's not technically an "essay", I'll do hot or nots as well, and will even go
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This one completely blind-sided me, as I've said before. He started out hating her guts. As in, he REALLY hated her. How dare she hit him, how dare she act as though she know him, how dare she judge something she knows nothing about, etc etc etc. It's no secret that Mika isn't particularly fond of humans, especially not women. Somehow though, he found himself not hating her anymore. And then he was slowly starting to talk to her, and coming around on his own, and being topped by her. Chizu-nee is patient and that probably has a lot to do with it, not to mention she knows how to handle kids, and I won't deny that Mika is really childish. So while he's not sure she totally understands him, he does enjoy being around her even though he won't admit it. It's fun with her around, and she listens, and she makes him sandwiches, and she lets him spaz and she lets him nap on her. She allows him a lot and he returns the favor. There are a lot of things he lets her say and do that he wouldn't allow anyone else. He's aware there are things about him she wouldn't approve of, and he avoids conflict by not bringing up those aspects of himself. He doesn't need to bring them up in her company, so why do it? It would only cause problems. He's not ashamed, and he's not hiding, it's simply not necessary for her to know everything. If she asked, he'd tell her. Not that he'd admit it, and not that he's 100% aware of it, but he is attracted to her. Which is odd because camp has pretty much forced him to label himself as gay, sinc he's never been attracted to women, but somehow, he's attracted to her. Although Mika has a hard time classifying her as just another woman; she's different and as much as he refers to her as "woman", that's not all he sees her as. Actually it kind of serves as a reminder for him that she is female. He tends to just see her as Chizu-nee, not a woman or human or anything like that. Chizu-nee is simply Chizu-nee to him. Also of note, Mika's attaction to women is different than his attraction to men. He gets something different out of his fledgling attraction to her than he does from his attraction to men and such; but at the same time it's still an attraction and similar in a lot of ways. It's not as sexual, but theres still a necessary physical attachment necessary. But she's terrifying, so he doesn't drape on her as much as he would, say, Devit :( But you get him to nap on you and that's trust right there, so take it.
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