Feb 20, 2005 12:31
I fucking realized that this is who I am and that i'm not going to change for anyone. I'm never again going to apologize for being myself.
If you love me i'll give you everything I have. Hate me then don't talk to me, I probably don't care much for you either.
+ 4 bruises on my arms/ 2 on my legs
+ 1 bleeding ear
+ sore stomach
+ falling in the pit and cutting myself up on a step
+Underoath,Senses Fail, My chemical Romance, THE MOTHERFUCKIN' USED!
+ frosted lemonade, extra large soda, gallons of water from the sink
+ feeling alive for the the first time in months.
= Taste of Chaos.
I didn't deserve last night.