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Aug 07, 2005 22:52

I just got back from LA.

Let's just say that I'm ridiculously depressed and sad right now. I miss filming, class, LA weather, my apartment, and more than anything I miss my friends. It's so sad without them around anymore. We honestly got SO incredibly close in the 6 weeks that I was out there and it's really difficult without them around. I especially miss my roomate, Beth. Not only was she by far my best friend at NYFA, but I really think she's one of my best friends out of everyone in general (and she's said the same about me, which is really cool). She's just such an amazing person and whenever I was around her I was in a great mood- she's just that awesome. Without her it's been really sad, though we've been texting and calling each other pretty much nonstop since camp ended. It just really sucks to have one of your best friends all the way across the country. I really hope the two of us stay in touch, and I really hope I stay in touch with everyone else too. One of my closest NYFA friends, Roland, lives in Manhattan so hopefully I'll be able to see him and we can stay close. It's just been a very, very difficult few days having to say goodbye to everyone. Our class got very close and it's so tough to leave. Thinking about Beth definitely makes me the saddest though...we got really, really close (especially in the last 2 weeks when it was only the two of us in the apartment) and I feel like she knows me better than most of (if not all) my friends out here know me. So it's really been difficult to turn my back on all of that and come back to NY.

So if any of you see me online, please feel free to IM me..I'd love to talk to you guys and you can keep me from being so lonely. :( And those of you that have my number, cough::valandcorey::cough feel free to give me a ring as well.

Miss you all and the one good thing about being home is being able to talk to you guys more often. Atleast I have that.
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