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i can honestly say i am never going to have cereal again. Well from Waldbaums atleast. I filled 12 shopping karts today with out dated boxes of ceral. The farthest date i had was July of 2003, but then i found December of 2002. Thats gross. Although ceral dosent really go bad unless its opened, im sure that when its two years old soemthigns gotta be wrong with it. So besides doing that, i was yelled at to be home by 12, becuase well i have to take my mom to the mall tommorrow so we can return all of the crap my insane uncle gave us. Now, i have an issue, which im really not gonna say what it is, but i have somethign to do, that i honestly dont want to do. Like for reall...its not even funny, ive probably never ever wanted to not do anything more in my life before. On the other hand...I have my jlr retreat coming up...im not srue if im gonna go, its not so much the cost of it, its more the meaning of it. Lately i just feel like i dont really leave an impression on people or say things that they will remember...so im having a hard time seeing me being there, and well it sucks. im not gonna lie. Tommorrow Lisa and Michelle are going on vacation and Danielle and i miss them already, considering that they have worked for like two weeks now, waldbuams just hasnt been that much fun. so therefore. danielle adn i miss muffy and luffy....
oh and today, i found out my favorite...one of my friends told someone i was seeing this guy, so they asked me how are things...and i was olike oh well im not seeing that person...why do oyu think that...and they told me that someone told them i was....well that sucks...beucase maybe i was interested in seeing that person...and well to have someone come up to oyu and ask how it is..when you know unfortunately its going to go no were, really sucks. so i thank that person. way to make jill feel happy.asshole.
if only people would just think for themselves.
and not so much for others, then maybe i could figure things all out.
or maybe thats my problem...i think about the "others" too much as opposed to thinking about my self more.
count down to newyears.2 days.greattt.(hence excitement.)
oh and today, i found out my favorite...one of my friends told someone i was seeing this guy, so they asked me how are things...and i was olike oh well im not seeing that person...why do oyu think that...and they told me that someone told them i was....well that sucks...beucase maybe i was interested in seeing that person...and well to have someone come up to oyu and ask how it is..when you know unfortunately its going to go no were, really sucks. so i thank that person. way to make jill feel happy.asshole.
if only people would just think for themselves.
and not so much for others, then maybe i could figure things all out.
or maybe thats my problem...i think about the "others" too much as opposed to thinking about my self more.
count down to newyears.2 days.greattt.(hence excitement.)