Would you know my name?....If I saw you in heaven???
well.today is one of those days that you just wish you could erase from the calendar. ive never really experienced people close to me dieing before. but at this time last year, i unfortunately did. it was 7;15 in the morning and i had no tests. but awaken early by the phone ringing. and to hear my mom say "oh no, not know."..made me realize something was wrong and some one was gone. Today is a year from when this special person to me died, and even though i have learned to deal with it alot better it still hurts. I look at all of the people that loved him, and his family and what his death has done to them. I cant even imagine what there family is going through right now. mike meant so much to everyone and myself.I was told that i should look at it as gaining a great guardian angel to watch over me. but at the same time, i wonder if i ever really needed that guardian angel up there, when he could have just been here with all of us.
Captian Mike Tuffarella-"spike".
<3Rest.In.Peace<3
*6-15-03*
Forever in our hearts you'll stay:-)
Firemen's Prayer
When I am called to duty, God, whenever flames may rage,
give me strength to save some life whatever be it's age.
Help me embrace a little child before it is too late,
or save an old person from the horror of that fate.
Enable me to be alert and hear the weakest shout,
to quickly and efficiently put the fire out.
I want to fill my calling and give the best in me,
to guard my every neighbor and protect his property.
And if, according to my fate, I am to loose my life,
please bless with your protecting hand my children and my wife.
<3jill.......