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ive never been so stressed out in my life.ever. well i probably have but ya no. the fashion/talent show is this fridya, me and nikelly were talkin today and it is so unprepared. im almost ashamed to say im one of the presidents of the club becuase i dont think the show is gonna turn out as good as it could.last year it was ok.it was just overtaken but certain people. there are so many good talent acts but i dont think any of htem really no that theres a rehearsal wednesday. grr..i cant take it anymore but whatca gonna do. oh man i think i already said this earlier but i found the prom dress i wanted. i fell in love with it. so i hope it looks good by its self. becuase thats the way im going.by my self. yeha i no i oculd have had a date but if i dont htink im gonna have fun whats the point of having a boring date?!?!? so yeah ill rock prom solo.its ok i have faith in myself to not cry..well atleast infront of people.:/. so yeah i just went to a hauppauge fire department meeting for hte ladies auxilary.im a member know. thanks bffl. so lets see...
my vacation on a 1-10 i would have to give it a 7. i mean i had some pretty awesomea nd funnie day but then i had some shitty ones. like me and my mom fight like a mofo. and then my parents fight alot too. over stupid things that parent sfight over. i cant stand it. wow this is a very negative journal entry. im sorry. im just really pissed that i have to go to school tommorrow...and + my buddie jsut told me his grandma passed away...**im sorry*...thats another thing..lately i really wish that my grandmas oculd be here know. like i never got to meet my mmoms mom. my nana. but i did meet my dads mom my grandma. for only a ocuple of years she died when i was really young. from what i hwear they were both awesome women. i think and like i really wish they oculd be here, like everyone of my friends talk about how there grandma did this or got them this and all of hte funny stuff because of there grandma. oh well im just upset and really stressed and sad, but i guess hopefully tommorrow when i see my lunch table they'll make me all happy again:)...
my vacation on a 1-10 i would have to give it a 7. i mean i had some pretty awesomea nd funnie day but then i had some shitty ones. like me and my mom fight like a mofo. and then my parents fight alot too. over stupid things that parent sfight over. i cant stand it. wow this is a very negative journal entry. im sorry. im just really pissed that i have to go to school tommorrow...and + my buddie jsut told me his grandma passed away...**im sorry*...thats another thing..lately i really wish that my grandmas oculd be here know. like i never got to meet my mmoms mom. my nana. but i did meet my dads mom my grandma. for only a ocuple of years she died when i was really young. from what i hwear they were both awesome women. i think and like i really wish they oculd be here, like everyone of my friends talk about how there grandma did this or got them this and all of hte funny stuff because of there grandma. oh well im just upset and really stressed and sad, but i guess hopefully tommorrow when i see my lunch table they'll make me all happy again:)...