i miss anemarie
I think my nose is broken, maybe mom should keep her hands to herself. But yeah, it happens. I can't wait until Brandon gets home from Flordia. Today joel and jeff came by and joel got me these awesome hot green shoe's from philly. I was so excited. Then I cut off like 5 inches of his hair, so if you know him, just tell him it looks good. Basically I have spent the entire break with anemarie, and now i am having withdrawls. I really feel that I have realized alot of things this break. I have realized what 'true friends' are. And I have extracted alot of drama from my life. You loose one, you loose them all. I had a really fun time at Danny's bonfire yesterday night. I really think it was good for me to get in touch with all of those people because they all care about me. and its nice to know they still do. I have no idea what I am going to do about my living situation. Hitting your kids is wrong, and i know that, and i dont deserve it. I just. I'm scared. I'm confused. And I don't feel like I can figure things out alone. Last night when I ran away, Natalie talked to me alot and calmed me down, rachel yyeessbbiickkk bought us all ice-cream, which was really sweet of her because shes really sweet. I just know that I need to hang out with better people. And the people that I was with last night are SOOO much better for me. I am possibly thinking of moving to missouri, and living with my grandmother, but i know that i'll never go through with it. I might go up to Michigan and stay with Kari, tonight is 'beer bong night' so i guess i'm going at the right time.. hha.. yeah.. i'd sit there, not drink and watch everyone get wasted. I love the new modest mouse cd, it makes me so happy listening to it. WOW! I don't really know what else to say... ehhh.. I hope everyone is having a good spring break, and I will see you all later!
<3kendall
[hate one superficial teenager, you hate em' all.]