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Dec 15, 2008 16:57







$140 Marmalade Meal? NEVER AGAIN! But this meal, I remember, with that Woman's $50k bag we were SO sore about.





Dim Sum @ geylang, and TCC, and Serangoon, and VivoCity and massive stuffing of food, and Gombak too. Twas fun, yes? We can do it again soon! <3 <3<3<3




Here's my virgin Waraku experience. It was awesome, with Japanese Naruto Company, and Korean Kompany to boot. Kris is exceptionally thin now, he's a slut, and James got naruto hair to boot. Well, ugly to say the least, but he likes it. OH WELLLLL




QJ QJ. Happy Birthday. Driving is always an excuse not to get me drunk, but that one shot on 151 was enough to kill me, for 2 hours at least. Nonetheless, I hope you had fun!




Glad to have Spotted : Steve Aoki before I passed out at Zouk. No way I'm not gonna get this drunk again, for the longest time ever. I had some fun, some, in all honesty, but not more than that!





Following the Steve Aoki Mishap, the next zoukapade saw NO drinking, not much at least, but Yixue, Danielle, Tjoa - ALL DRUNK, BITCHES.

















I NEVER thought I would be going ZOUKOUT, but I did, and not much of a regret though. Tiring, but a rare experience I reckon :D

well oh well, What did I say a couple of weeks back? I said I wanted to do something fulfilling, and important. Now that exams are over, I've been reading, watching Gossip Girl, spending heaps of time with my family and friends. Partying of course, and enjoying my life as I like it.

My birthday is coming, and I'm sick! WHATTTTTTTTTTT ON EARTTTTTTH! Go DECEMBER.

I've finally caught Forrest Gump/Gossip Girl, and I love it.

Perusing through my pictures on facebook, it certainly brought back many flashbacks and memories. Despite the pictures only spanning across a one year span, things certainly took a 180 degree turn to where I am right now.

Funny how these 1.5 year ago images remain so stark in my mind and yet so cruelly far away, and I wonder how much I have grown.

Not much to say the least, but I reckon I'm undoubtedly not as naive as I was and certainly more mature than before. And as exposed as I am to more finer things in life, I've become more materialistic too. Hmm, not in a bad sense, but perhaps in a way like appreciating the finer things in life with greater perspective now.

What remained constant - I still love partying, and TTTTs, dinners and meetings, and love talking as I always do. Shopping, fast cars, big cars, photoes, clothes... basically everything fun. I'm having more fun in what I've been doing now more than ever before, because my meetings has escalated so much more than what it used to be. Whoever said partying was superficial/meaningless? IT ISN'T!

What had changed - inside, I guess I've changed. I know I have actually. Focussed now, more than ever, in some sense because now I know I won't ever give in so easily, or fall, or dive, or compromise into any relationship without much consideration. So much is at stake, and so much to be given, as much as it is expected to receive.
I don't trust people easily anymore, as how cruel the world is. I recall, sometimes, in the quietness of my solitude, those few months of pain, self-denial, and disbelief that I had to face, contrary to what I had once believed so strongly as a fairytale, dream come true.
Sometimes, it is hard to pretend nothing has ever happened, and I try my best to, but there is this nagging constraint that makes me step just a certain distance within comfort zone and nothing beyond. Even as friends, sometimes it is a little strenuous, because I read past chatlogs we had as friends and I cant communicate as before with him anymore. Other than that, it's fine, and good, and I'm glad nothing's strained now.

I've also become more friendly with my family, as in, homely and all because I think home is a very nice place to be. I've lost interest in hall and every school related activity because, just because.

And just when I thought I'm a little more mature, MY YOUNGER SISTER MADE LUNCH AND BROUGHT IT TO ME ON MY BED JUST NOW. Pfft. I shall go bathe. I've been home 3 consecutive days in a row.
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