"it's my heart that pounds beneath my flesh"

[hit_your_kids]

i got a new job at a corperate restuarant
which i vowed id never do again
it was a two hour fucking interview
which was just a mind fuck that i ultimately won
but the whole time i just wanted to tell them to fuck off
that i will serve french fries with a smile and that i was not interviewing for a job with the united nations
upside to it all is that i get to quit from the shit hole i work at now
which makes being there funny instead of stressful
yesterday i told someone that since they werent a team player they were kicked off my team
that she was now on team sue(her name)
she told me to shut up and stormed off
i almost cracked a rib trying not to bust up laughing

i looked at a new apt today
i was supposed to move into a new one with a coworker
and had everything but the signature on the lease
when she backed out and said she never agreed to anything
so now i have to find a new house by myself by the end of the month
the place i looked at today was alright
but the landlord was kinda shady
like way too laid back and willing to drop the rent have no lease or security
which made me real suspicious
no one is that nice unless they are trying to fuck you over
so stella is gonna go check it out with me friday
as i have to go bowling with my new coworkers tomorrow night
im not getting my hopes up about the place as gut instincts are usually right
and this guy is way to skeevie for my taste

i also took last week off and took a class
and did nothing but make pictures
which was alright
except the day that i had a nervous breakdown and ended up at the doctor
who put me on some psych med
which then made me manic the next day
and saw me almost get fucked up for tresspassing in a farmers barn in the middle of the country
but the pics from the event are alright

i feel like my life is starting to settle
if i can get non skeevie living ill be set