What to do when the sky falls
I have been saying for a while now that I would wait to be pursued rather than pursuing. Well, I waited and it happened. It just wasn't the right person. I unintentionally hurt him and I feel awful about that, but you can't make butterflies happen if there isn't any.
My focus now is networking and figuring out the best way to do what I want to do with my life. The film school search continues. I'm looking into programs that fit me. I want to get out of the state for a while and see what's out there. Next week I am going to the cities to stay with my dad and spend the day at the Star Tribune with the editorial staff. I am very excited to see how the process works.
What do you do when you know someone is wrong for you, your parents can't stand you when you're with him, your brother doesn't trust him, and your roommates don't want you with him, but somehow you still love them? I am hyper aware that nothing will come of it and I know how my family and friends would feel, but that doesn't make things black and white. When it comes to caring about someone, things are never simple. I am ok with that. I have goals to fulfill and I try my best to not think about romance in my life. It just complicates things. I am happy at the moment. That is all that really matters.
My focus now is networking and figuring out the best way to do what I want to do with my life. The film school search continues. I'm looking into programs that fit me. I want to get out of the state for a while and see what's out there. Next week I am going to the cities to stay with my dad and spend the day at the Star Tribune with the editorial staff. I am very excited to see how the process works.
What do you do when you know someone is wrong for you, your parents can't stand you when you're with him, your brother doesn't trust him, and your roommates don't want you with him, but somehow you still love them? I am hyper aware that nothing will come of it and I know how my family and friends would feel, but that doesn't make things black and white. When it comes to caring about someone, things are never simple. I am ok with that. I have goals to fulfill and I try my best to not think about romance in my life. It just complicates things. I am happy at the moment. That is all that really matters.