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b....talking with you today has given me so much to think about...i'm sorry i wasn't more of a help today, i wish i could have been. but you will never have to deal by yourself...i can't stress that enough to you. i would do anything for you. and i am through with this not seeing you shite, i've missed being around you far to much.
however your situation has forced me to evaluate my own...the last couple days i was contemplating talking to ann about what is going on.
now, my relationship with her is far less stable then yours and ali's was, and you were honest with her from the beginning...so me coming clean to ann now, would just absolutely throw her and might just be the last straw. i get your decision b...cause i don't think i can go back home and act like nothing is going on even if it were an ultimatum situation...i just couldn't deal with acting like i'm not in love with you.
i just....i just can't imagine how difficult this is for you right now b, but i have a sinking feeling that i will find out. i'll be round tomorrow to see you b, whether you like it or not...*grins* haven't you missed my stubborness that last few weeks?
however your situation has forced me to evaluate my own...the last couple days i was contemplating talking to ann about what is going on.
now, my relationship with her is far less stable then yours and ali's was, and you were honest with her from the beginning...so me coming clean to ann now, would just absolutely throw her and might just be the last straw. i get your decision b...cause i don't think i can go back home and act like nothing is going on even if it were an ultimatum situation...i just couldn't deal with acting like i'm not in love with you.
i just....i just can't imagine how difficult this is for you right now b, but i have a sinking feeling that i will find out. i'll be round tomorrow to see you b, whether you like it or not...*grins* haven't you missed my stubborness that last few weeks?