UPDATE!
Well I know I haven't updated in awhile (Thanks Lisa for reminding me). I don't know why I haven't either. I just don't think my life is interesting enough for me to tell everyone what's going on but here goes:
Rob and I are still together. We haven't fought for months. Since that New York thing. We are getting along pretty well I guess.
My friend said to me the other day when I went in to work that she broke up with her boyfriend after 5 years. She said it's nothing that he did really, he didn't cheat or anything like that. She was just tired of taking care of him. Some back story: He broke his back after falling off a roof and it didn't heal right. Now he's in constant pain.
Anyway she said that she was tired of him depending on her for everything and what-not. She told him that she wanted to take a break so he could get some independence, not have to count on her for everything. He wouldn't even call the DR to make an appt. What a "GUY" thing to do huh? That's what I thought. But she is SOOOO right when she said "That is just to much for a girl friend to have to deal with. I don't want to have to take care of someone for the rest of my life. I don't even think about marriage with him." That's so how I'm feeling. I think Rob seems more to me like a friend than a lover. I don't know what it is but there is no passion. Passion is a good word to describe it. I don't feel that anymore when I'm with him. Even during sex, it feels wrong on some level. Maybe I'm crazy but I think I need to take some pointers from Amber here and get the guts to just one day up and leave. Just don't give him a chance to talk me out of it. I know he doesn't have anyone, that's what is keeping me attached. I do still love him. But not in the way a husband and wife love each other. So I don't want him to fail. His family sucks ass big time. I don't want him to be on the street is all I guess. That's why I would like him to move out. I don't want to find a place where I can keep my dogs. This place sucks ass but I don't want to get rid of my pups. They are like my Kids I guess you could say lol.
So enough of that. What else? Work? Well that always sucks ass. But there is a chick there that I like working with now. Her name is Kristen and she is cool as hell. Ok let me rephrase that. I like her. I just don't REALLY like working with her. She is just slow in the mornings. She has been there since Oct. or something like that. She know's what needs done, she should just go do it after finishing one task. That's how the morning goes. Finish one task start that next. We she finishes one and just stands around or does books at the wrong time (When she should be doing breakfast) something stupid like that. Dana on the other hand and I work GREAT together. But she doesn't talk much, and she is old and we don't have much in common. So damned if you do, damned if you don't I guess!
Tomorrow I'm going to a playoff party!! YA!! I can't wait. Although there will be a dude there that I can't stand. He is just so degrading to women and he is fucking NOTHING to look at. I don't know who the hell he thinks he is!!! But other than that I'm looking forward to it.
OH and I have to tell everyone this dumb ass story:
I got a CD player for Christmas for the car. Rob put it in. Now the blower of the heat in the car don't work. Had to tell you this first. OK Thursday am I went out to my car like 5 min early to heat it up. The manager was parked behind me so she had to let me out when I left. Well when I did leave she got in her car. Well it was cold that night and the wind was blowing bad. Well the windshield had frost on them so I had to scrape them. I reached into the backseat for the brush and brought it up to the front and the part that scrapes the windshield got me right in the nose. It hurt like a son of a bitch but I looked at it in the mirror and it was fine. I get out to scrape the window and my nose started gushing blood. I was like catching blood in my hands. Kristie said when she left that day there was blood all over the driveway! So I finally went home. That day when I woke up for work my nose still hurt like hell and I had a sinus headache, then I went to work and was fine. Got up last night for work and my nose hurt more and above and below my eye and also my right ear. I also had a kick ass headache. Well eventually it turned into a migraine. I tried to page people all night since 2am to come in so I could go to the ER no one called back....5 pages I send. No answer. So at 6a I paged again to see if I could call someone to come in early. And yet again no response!!! So I called the lady anyway and she came in at 7a. Then I went to the ER. I had to get C.A.T. scan and things. But they gave me this AWESOME shot in the ass for pain. I want an I.V. drip of that shit! So after we were done we were talking and he was like, "Now get home and get a good night sleep tonight." I said "Well I get a good day sleep, I have to work at 10Pm" He was like "Your not working tonight, do you need a paper to get off?" I was like "YA!!" I didn't think I'd get time off but I DO NEED IT!!!
Then I tried to call and tell the manager that I wouldn't be in tonight and I also called her higher up. The manager never called me back. I called her all night, AND at 10am. The higher up called back and said to keep trying. I did and like at 1p I was like I'm gonna fall asleep so I called higher up back and she said that she found coverage. Then when I woke up there was a message on the machine from the manager. She says in like a pissed manner "Call me on my cell phone and let me know what's going on" I'm like, whatever, why are you gonna be pissed at me when your the one that didn't call back? I could have felt better hours B4 I did if your ass would have called. I'm pissed at you, BITCH!!!
Well that's what's been going on. Like I said it wasn't very interesting so whatever. Hope your happy Lisa.
Until I update again. (And lets hope its not months, but it prob. will be knowing me) LATER~
Rob and I are still together. We haven't fought for months. Since that New York thing. We are getting along pretty well I guess.
My friend said to me the other day when I went in to work that she broke up with her boyfriend after 5 years. She said it's nothing that he did really, he didn't cheat or anything like that. She was just tired of taking care of him. Some back story: He broke his back after falling off a roof and it didn't heal right. Now he's in constant pain.
Anyway she said that she was tired of him depending on her for everything and what-not. She told him that she wanted to take a break so he could get some independence, not have to count on her for everything. He wouldn't even call the DR to make an appt. What a "GUY" thing to do huh? That's what I thought. But she is SOOOO right when she said "That is just to much for a girl friend to have to deal with. I don't want to have to take care of someone for the rest of my life. I don't even think about marriage with him." That's so how I'm feeling. I think Rob seems more to me like a friend than a lover. I don't know what it is but there is no passion. Passion is a good word to describe it. I don't feel that anymore when I'm with him. Even during sex, it feels wrong on some level. Maybe I'm crazy but I think I need to take some pointers from Amber here and get the guts to just one day up and leave. Just don't give him a chance to talk me out of it. I know he doesn't have anyone, that's what is keeping me attached. I do still love him. But not in the way a husband and wife love each other. So I don't want him to fail. His family sucks ass big time. I don't want him to be on the street is all I guess. That's why I would like him to move out. I don't want to find a place where I can keep my dogs. This place sucks ass but I don't want to get rid of my pups. They are like my Kids I guess you could say lol.
So enough of that. What else? Work? Well that always sucks ass. But there is a chick there that I like working with now. Her name is Kristen and she is cool as hell. Ok let me rephrase that. I like her. I just don't REALLY like working with her. She is just slow in the mornings. She has been there since Oct. or something like that. She know's what needs done, she should just go do it after finishing one task. That's how the morning goes. Finish one task start that next. We she finishes one and just stands around or does books at the wrong time (When she should be doing breakfast) something stupid like that. Dana on the other hand and I work GREAT together. But she doesn't talk much, and she is old and we don't have much in common. So damned if you do, damned if you don't I guess!
Tomorrow I'm going to a playoff party!! YA!! I can't wait. Although there will be a dude there that I can't stand. He is just so degrading to women and he is fucking NOTHING to look at. I don't know who the hell he thinks he is!!! But other than that I'm looking forward to it.
OH and I have to tell everyone this dumb ass story:
I got a CD player for Christmas for the car. Rob put it in. Now the blower of the heat in the car don't work. Had to tell you this first. OK Thursday am I went out to my car like 5 min early to heat it up. The manager was parked behind me so she had to let me out when I left. Well when I did leave she got in her car. Well it was cold that night and the wind was blowing bad. Well the windshield had frost on them so I had to scrape them. I reached into the backseat for the brush and brought it up to the front and the part that scrapes the windshield got me right in the nose. It hurt like a son of a bitch but I looked at it in the mirror and it was fine. I get out to scrape the window and my nose started gushing blood. I was like catching blood in my hands. Kristie said when she left that day there was blood all over the driveway! So I finally went home. That day when I woke up for work my nose still hurt like hell and I had a sinus headache, then I went to work and was fine. Got up last night for work and my nose hurt more and above and below my eye and also my right ear. I also had a kick ass headache. Well eventually it turned into a migraine. I tried to page people all night since 2am to come in so I could go to the ER no one called back....5 pages I send. No answer. So at 6a I paged again to see if I could call someone to come in early. And yet again no response!!! So I called the lady anyway and she came in at 7a. Then I went to the ER. I had to get C.A.T. scan and things. But they gave me this AWESOME shot in the ass for pain. I want an I.V. drip of that shit! So after we were done we were talking and he was like, "Now get home and get a good night sleep tonight." I said "Well I get a good day sleep, I have to work at 10Pm" He was like "Your not working tonight, do you need a paper to get off?" I was like "YA!!" I didn't think I'd get time off but I DO NEED IT!!!
Then I tried to call and tell the manager that I wouldn't be in tonight and I also called her higher up. The manager never called me back. I called her all night, AND at 10am. The higher up called back and said to keep trying. I did and like at 1p I was like I'm gonna fall asleep so I called higher up back and she said that she found coverage. Then when I woke up there was a message on the machine from the manager. She says in like a pissed manner "Call me on my cell phone and let me know what's going on" I'm like, whatever, why are you gonna be pissed at me when your the one that didn't call back? I could have felt better hours B4 I did if your ass would have called. I'm pissed at you, BITCH!!!
Well that's what's been going on. Like I said it wasn't very interesting so whatever. Hope your happy Lisa.
Until I update again. (And lets hope its not months, but it prob. will be knowing me) LATER~