damn this sux
well, its friday nite, i just got home from work and im here to stay... this is gonna b the theme of my weekends for quite some time to come. i fucked up big time again. this time having to do w. skool. i don't even no wat to say for myself... my dumb lazy ass tried takin the easy way out of shyt and got caught. just goes to show me that i really gotta get my shyt together. alls i really want now is sum1 to come over and talk to me, tell me everything is alrite. i just need sum1 to show they care, i haven't had that in a while. except teddy randomly tellin me he loves me, thats cause he's my best friend, he's like my brother always havin my back, hatin people cause they fuck me over. i want a girl like that tho, here for me all the time. just sum1 to talk to, maybe cuddle with on occassion. especially around this time, fuckin valentine's day... i hate it. respond, make me feel special, please.