uuuugggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!
so, i was totally excited for today. i talked to bunny last night, and she said she'd be my valentine! awsome! well, we said hi during 3rd period, and i told her to meet me after skiing in study hall. didn't happen. she totally ditched me. yea...we'll never work out. if you've ever heard of a broken heart...here it is. defenatly a day where i'll cry myself to sleep.
then, emily got sent home for telling dr. euwing she wanted to kill herself. good for her, she wanted help. personally, i'd never tell him if i was going to kill myself. anyways, i sat in the lower office for an hour and a half (4th-6th periods) while she literally had her head on my shoulder crying. at least one person trusts me here.
well, janey didn't have anything happen to her today, so i gave her a huge hug and asked her to be my valentine, since i don't really have one (see 1st paragraph). made her feel good, always a plus. i don't want to be here anymore!!! fuck rumsey!
damn, i feel bad for gen. she is such an awsome girl, and she doesn't deserve any of this shit she is feeling. i wish i could make her feel better.
then, emily got sent home for telling dr. euwing she wanted to kill herself. good for her, she wanted help. personally, i'd never tell him if i was going to kill myself. anyways, i sat in the lower office for an hour and a half (4th-6th periods) while she literally had her head on my shoulder crying. at least one person trusts me here.
well, janey didn't have anything happen to her today, so i gave her a huge hug and asked her to be my valentine, since i don't really have one (see 1st paragraph). made her feel good, always a plus. i don't want to be here anymore!!! fuck rumsey!
damn, i feel bad for gen. she is such an awsome girl, and she doesn't deserve any of this shit she is feeling. i wish i could make her feel better.