I hate today
Today is the first official day that I have actually missed Jason since he's been gone. I thought when he left I'd be a basketcase for the first few months but it hasn't been that way. Sure, this past month there were little things I missed about being in a relationship from time to time, but for every one thing that I missed, I could think of 3 things that were great about being single. Maybe it's just because I've been so busy with this, that and the other that I haven't even had time to think about missing him and now I do...maybe that's it.
I've thoroughly enjoyed my time being single thus far,though. There are so many things I've gotten to do that I realized I wouldn't have done had I still been in a relationship. Nothing super exciting or anything... I guess I've just enjoyed having complete freedom and doing whatever I want.
And I will still continue to enjoy it. Just not today.
On a brighter note, however, I have lost 5 more pounds. I'm a freakin size 6 - can you believe it? Not that 6 is anything to brag about for the average person, I don't guess... but for me - that's smaller than I've ever been. More than 20 pounds I have dropped since the first of April.
On that note, looking at myself naked in the mirror should put me in better spirits.
I've thoroughly enjoyed my time being single thus far,though. There are so many things I've gotten to do that I realized I wouldn't have done had I still been in a relationship. Nothing super exciting or anything... I guess I've just enjoyed having complete freedom and doing whatever I want.
And I will still continue to enjoy it. Just not today.
On a brighter note, however, I have lost 5 more pounds. I'm a freakin size 6 - can you believe it? Not that 6 is anything to brag about for the average person, I don't guess... but for me - that's smaller than I've ever been. More than 20 pounds I have dropped since the first of April.
On that note, looking at myself naked in the mirror should put me in better spirits.