The 411 ...as you may/may not know......
For all you nosey motherfuckers:
*Jason and I are moving out of our apartment as of 4-30-04 (friday)
*He will moving to Orlando- with his mother. Ailee and I will be staying at random places. Beth and Brandy just got a house. My dad just remodled his basement into a 1 bedroom apt. and I can stay there some nights- until my bitchy stepmom decides I can't stay there anymore. But hopefully one day i'll be able to give Ailee once again a stable place to live- a bedroom of her own..
*Yes we are breaking up. Not just a teenage breakup, but realizing we have different goals in life and knowing we couldn't go on in misery
*No, there is no third party or cheating involved. Like I stated above, we just have different goals in life and way too many finacial issues which has caused us to be miserable.
*Yes, it is for the best. Not saying it won't affect me deeply, but in the end- it's for the best and I'll be ok.
I know alot of people don't read my journal because I really haven't added many people to my friends list.- but pass this word around:
#1 I appreciate any offers or sympathy, but no- I don't need a shoulder to cry on
nor do I need yout sympathy.
#2 I'd also really appreciate it if I'm not constantly questioned about it. He's moving, I'm advancing in my life. Sometimes u gotta do what u gotta do.
All that matters is me and my daughter. When you have a child, you will understand. It would be rediculous to say this won't affect me emotionally, but I have bigger things going on in life to work out
But I'd really appreciate when/if I go out, that no one asks me about it. I think I have said everything I needed to here. And like I said, pass the info along to anyone who enjoys gossip.
I will be ok. As much as I have been through, things always work out for me.
There. I've stated it, and I would appreciate it if it ends here.
*Jason and I are moving out of our apartment as of 4-30-04 (friday)
*He will moving to Orlando- with his mother. Ailee and I will be staying at random places. Beth and Brandy just got a house. My dad just remodled his basement into a 1 bedroom apt. and I can stay there some nights- until my bitchy stepmom decides I can't stay there anymore. But hopefully one day i'll be able to give Ailee once again a stable place to live- a bedroom of her own..
*Yes we are breaking up. Not just a teenage breakup, but realizing we have different goals in life and knowing we couldn't go on in misery
*No, there is no third party or cheating involved. Like I stated above, we just have different goals in life and way too many finacial issues which has caused us to be miserable.
*Yes, it is for the best. Not saying it won't affect me deeply, but in the end- it's for the best and I'll be ok.
I know alot of people don't read my journal because I really haven't added many people to my friends list.- but pass this word around:
#1 I appreciate any offers or sympathy, but no- I don't need a shoulder to cry on
nor do I need yout sympathy.
#2 I'd also really appreciate it if I'm not constantly questioned about it. He's moving, I'm advancing in my life. Sometimes u gotta do what u gotta do.
All that matters is me and my daughter. When you have a child, you will understand. It would be rediculous to say this won't affect me emotionally, but I have bigger things going on in life to work out
But I'd really appreciate when/if I go out, that no one asks me about it. I think I have said everything I needed to here. And like I said, pass the info along to anyone who enjoys gossip.
I will be ok. As much as I have been through, things always work out for me.
There. I've stated it, and I would appreciate it if it ends here.