be told.

[histrionics_]

so today was jojo's last day at work. our last day as friends came a few days ago.
but today drove it home.
he drove it home.
straight for the sweet spot, oh lordy.
im trying my best, my goddamn hardest not to let it get to me.
because it would be audible, the loss.
so.
his head, his shiny bald head and what it felt like. the tiny tiny small growth, bris-bris-bristling.
i will remember this at the most inappropriate of times.
and i trust i will go silent for a while.
and mourn for a while, audibly but only so much.
we mourn our losses. we create walls, dig moats around them. build lives, ruin livers around them.
but i am hopeful.
i really fucking am.
that this will be best heartbreak, ever.

for the love of fuckin god, let this be.