long lost brother...
nothing happend today. but last night was a lot of fun with laura; she cut my hair. it is pretty short. it looks good, but i need to get my layers done.
well i am sure ya'll don't know about my long lost brother stosh. his real name is stanely. but it means stosh in polish or whatever. anyways, he is in the army and such. blah blah blah.. and he came home. he is here for another few weeks. not cool.. so my mom was like "oh look at jennys report card". thanks mom.. so he did. oh yeah, by the way, he is 27, and he is the most immature guy i have ever met. so he was looking at it and he said that ive been skipping all of my classes. i skipped a few. who cares? so we got into a huge arguement about school and such. dude, it is summer, i don't want to hear about it. well he sure did. so i started screaming at him to shut the hell up. oh yeah, his girl friend (who lives in germany) was with him. she is a cool chick, but she deserves better. so then i got so fed up, i walked into my room and slammed the door. (this is getting better).. so he comes running into my room, slammes my door and walks up to me with the most serious face ever. i threatend to hit me (he said it a lot). i looked at him.. i yelled at him. i told him that i am not like the rest of the family, and that i am the better one. because you know what, i think i am (not grade wise), but i know what i am doing. so i called him and my brother a drugie and he flipped out.. dude, he was about to hit me.. he wanted to so bad. his face was so close to mine. and i told him to get out. after he got out, i had a few tears in my eyes.. only because i didn't get to say what i wanted to say. the main thing i wanted to say so bad was that he doesn't matter to me (which he really doesn't) and that he is like a long lost uncle of mine. i also wanted to say that i don't care what he says to me because i won't take anything to heart, he was waisting my time. yeah, so when he left my room, i got a little upset, but i blasted my music and sang sang and sang. i wanted to call you josh, but my mom would flip if she saw that i called you from the phone bill.. i needed to spill my heart out to you about why i hate my brother so much.. oh man, so much.
tomorrow; i wont be online at all. i dont feel like being on. i just want to sleep and watch tv. i am working also. hmmm.. but on weds i will miss you so much. i love talking to you <3
