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So I've had enough of everyone trying to move away.
It's bunk.
Tomorrow I apppppppparently have a family shindig in the afternoon. and then later on in the night I must go see Devons show, 5 bucks bitches you all better come WITH me. OR ELSE.
My brother makes me really happy. and so does Liz Lambert. we're going to hang out tonight and it's going to be awesome. and I'm going to draw her a picture, and we will listen to rap. etc etc.
jealous much? I think so.
It's funny to look at my sister and realize that she's 20, that a loser age. but secretly I'm jealous because she's starting her life and I'm not.
It's time to call my dad again, and force him to pick me up today.
I've also had enough with everyone around me being sad or angry, and I get yelled at for being angry too. so I made the best decision of my life, and just walked away. I see whoever wants to see me, if you call and say "hey, lets hang out" and I'm not busy. I most likely will. unless you're going to be in a bad mood the whole time. then I'll say no.
but yeah, the second half of my week consisted of this plan, and it's been working out ownderfully. and I'm actually happy and normal again, it's been good.
I also hate this gossip, and people who say they don't want gossip. but still gossip. and all the others who claim they have never gossiped before, but I see them do it on a regular basis. this isn't me pointing fingers at people, it's just a general statement. don't take offense.
now it's time to put on a skirt and pretend it's summer. that's how I roll. I decide that today it is summer, so I make it summer. just like my halloween. it's pretty fun.
man oh man, it's time I find a smoke.
It's bunk.
Tomorrow I apppppppparently have a family shindig in the afternoon. and then later on in the night I must go see Devons show, 5 bucks bitches you all better come WITH me. OR ELSE.
My brother makes me really happy. and so does Liz Lambert. we're going to hang out tonight and it's going to be awesome. and I'm going to draw her a picture, and we will listen to rap. etc etc.
jealous much? I think so.
It's funny to look at my sister and realize that she's 20, that a loser age. but secretly I'm jealous because she's starting her life and I'm not.
It's time to call my dad again, and force him to pick me up today.
I've also had enough with everyone around me being sad or angry, and I get yelled at for being angry too. so I made the best decision of my life, and just walked away. I see whoever wants to see me, if you call and say "hey, lets hang out" and I'm not busy. I most likely will. unless you're going to be in a bad mood the whole time. then I'll say no.
but yeah, the second half of my week consisted of this plan, and it's been working out ownderfully. and I'm actually happy and normal again, it's been good.
I also hate this gossip, and people who say they don't want gossip. but still gossip. and all the others who claim they have never gossiped before, but I see them do it on a regular basis. this isn't me pointing fingers at people, it's just a general statement. don't take offense.
now it's time to put on a skirt and pretend it's summer. that's how I roll. I decide that today it is summer, so I make it summer. just like my halloween. it's pretty fun.
man oh man, it's time I find a smoke.